Journal entry for Feb 8th. a) Last nights thoughts. The more I come in tune with my feelings and understanding of those feelings and what it means to be a gay man, seeing how it all comes together, I get a more complete full view of just how much damage was done to me when young.
I really am astounded. Finding / discovering there is a part of me that has never been known, it's mind blowing. Many, many loose ends (events, thoughts) are coming together, promoting great revelations and understanding. And my reactions. Rage? Not me long term. I want to go out and buy a red Mustang and be a teenager all over again - fun, thats really me.
A red mustang sounds nice, hope you can get it! I wish you good luck. Be sure to talk with your friends about how you are feeling and not keep things inside.
Sounds like your embarking on your own 2nd adolescence - Go have fun, but for me I would prefer a Camaro!
