I'm a girl, and I'm the most confused I've ever been...in my entire and short life. You know, I'm a female (biologically), but I feel so strange. I can't tell if what's happening to me it's a phase (that's what elders tell you) or I really do feel that way. I'd love to be a male, but I don't feel that bad being a woman, I mean, I'd love to have both genders or neither of them. But I feel like I don't want to be a female. If I could explain myself more clearly (or that's what I think), then here's the issue: I feel a 40% percent good being a girl. I THINK I'd feel a 60% good being a boy. If I were both, then it'd be a 60% And none of them, then it'd be a 90% It changes, cause I'm weird. But that's the problem. I'd like to have a penis, have no breast and dress as a boy. But I also like to have a vagina and dress as a girl... Help me, please.
I am a male, and I feel much the same way as you do. It is tough trying to figure things out. Sometimes I feel more masculine, others I feel more feminine. I have fantasized about having breasts and a vagina, but I still love having a penis. There is no easy answer to what to do. I sometimes will dress somewhat feminine, by painting my fingernails and carrying a purse, I would dress more feminine but it is nearly impossible to find women's clothing in my size. There are other times that I appear more masculine, and often feel comfortable when I am. All I can say is that you are not alone.
