Hi everyone. I'm Nata 24yo and i'm bisexual, which i've accepted recently. I've been confused for a couple of years, my head was in total mess. Actually i always doubted if i'm attracted to girls the same way as boys and always ensure myself maybe it's just admiration, no. My last desperate crush was a girl, and she's..."drumroll" - my best friend, nothing new yeah...and this situation was hopeless: 1-she's super straight, 2-kinda homophobic, 3-she was dating with my friend (he's like my brother). I love them both, but seeing them together was unbearable for me. There was situation when we were hanging out together, she started feeling jealous of me to my friend, we almost had a fight because of that, which was so stupid and it hurt me a lot, cause i had feelings for her not for my friend. After that i was in depression and met with them less. But now it's okay, i'm okay, life is going on, they broke up, but we all still friends, nobody knows about my feelings and sexuality except one person - he's my best friend now and he's gay, we support each other and can talk about everything. Being open in my country is a problem, being gay is officially illegal and that is absolutely awful!! But anyway, i would love to meet new people and make some friends here!)) Warning! - I'm a bit weird, 100% geek and introvert person (i'm working on it), and sorry if i had mistakes here, still learning))
I'm sorry to hear you're in a country where it is illegal. Hopefully, that changes soon. Very soon. Woah we're both the same age and don't worry I'm a weird introvert too. We have to embrace it lol. Nice to meet you
Don't think so, i'd better move to somewhere) well that's my plan for the future Nice to meet you too!)
I'm a weird introvert too! Does anyone else find it ironic that we are all publicly stating that we are weird introverts?
Hi Nata, and welcome to Empty Closets! It's good to know that you have one person in your life who you know is supporting you, and that the both of you can talk about things. It sounds like you have a great friend in him. Glad you have joined EC.
Introvert, weirdo, AbsoluteNerd hii, nice to meet you =)) Yes it's true, for me for example this place is kind of sanctuary you know, in real life it's difficult for me to be open to someone or to meet new people. But here, I can talk freely, i see how people support each other, they really care even if we are all strangers. I see i'm not the only one that weirdo, i can find someone with the same interests, hobbies or similar problems, so we can manage everything together. Maybe other introverts here feel the same way as i do.
Yes, you're right! I'm so lucky i have him in my life)) our friendship is priceless. And thank you!) I'm glad and happy to be here
Hello It's great that you've come to terms with your sexuality. It's something that I'm still working on. I'm Maria, nice to meet you and welcome to EC!
