Hello everyone! I've never done anything like this before but feel that perhaps now is the time to seek some advice and support, so here's my story... I a 29 year old woman, I've been in a 6 year relationship with a straight guy that I do truly love. Since my late teens I guess there's always been something there in relation to finding women attractive. Over the years I've had serious crushes but I've never acted on them and have never been with a woman. Recently (I don't know why) it's ALL I ever think about...I feel a bit trapped and a part of me wants to break free and almost start a new life, to get away from everything and experience new sides to my sexuality. I was just wondering what others in my place have experienced and if there is any advice that you feel is worth sharing. Thanks for reading
Hi! Croeso i Empty Closets. Don't worry, there's nothing wrong in feeling an attraction to the same sex. I'm sure you'll find help here. Have you tried talking to your partner about this?
Diolch! Thanks! I've not told anyone about how I feel, I'm unsure how my partner would take it but he is exceptionally understanding with most other things so I don't think me coming out would be the main issue. The main issue I think would be the serious possibility of breaking up with him...I know this would break his heart, but the more I think about how I feel and where I am in my life the less he appears in my future plans. Maybe it's because I'm approaching 30, but it's as though I need to make the most of it now before it's too late? I don't know for sure, I just wish I was more in tune with myself and my feelings 10+ years ago!
Okay, just because you have feelings for women it doesn't mean that you've lost interest in men. You said earlier that you love him a lot. There is a chance that you could be bi. You can't change the past, so it's not worth pondering too much about what could have been.
I agree with your point of maybe being bi, and I do love my partner a lot...the problem is I don't think I'm IN love with him anymore. He means a lot to me but I just don't see how I can tell him how I feel and for our relationship to carry on. And yes, you're right...no point dwelling on what could have been!