My gender and body don't match but idk it's weird???

Can't really help much, not sure what to say tbh. But i will say that for me, it became a lot less confusing and headache-inducing when i started just trying to find myself instead of trying to find a label for myself. So I've been experimenting and trying things slowly, and seeing what fits. I don't plan on rushing this.

 

God I get this. I know im trans, but damn I can't figure out what exactly I identify as. I have diagnosed gender dysphoria and all. Somedays I want hormones and surgeries, some days Im scared im fooling myself. All male doesnt usually feel right, and female never completely does (im afab). I don't know that I have advice just more that your'e not alone and im here if you need anything. I'm out to a couple of friends, two of which are trans and i'm too nervous to talk to them about it. I have a lot of queer friends I just feel like I have to figure it out before I really come out. But, then again, if someone came out to me as questioning, I would totally respect them. I get it and you're not alone.

 

Sounds similar to how I feel like a lot of the time... I am bigender, which to me means I go between male and female genders. However, often I am androgyne(aka both genders), and if I am a single gender, it is often male rather than female. I am also afab. Hope this helps you to figure things out.