Lol. I feel ya. But hey, sometimes the people you know can surprise you with how supportive they can be.
I get how you feel. I dread the day I have to come out to my family. I would love to just avoid it lol
I understand that. I don't regret coming out, but I do regret who I came out to. I wish I could go back and make wiser choices at the beginning.
I often feel the same way. But I always try to remind myself that if I give my friends and family a chance by coming out to them, they might actually take it really well and be supportive. And I think they should have the chance to take it well and be supportive. (If they don't then it's definitely going to suck). But I am also lucky that I live in a pretty liberal country with a liberal family. I really feel for anyone who isn't in such a fortunate situation as me.
I am so sorry to hear about your frustration, I guess life won't always be easy. You have to take a look at the bright side, it's a new year. A new chapter is soon to unfold, who knows what will happen next.