I just worked up my courage and created a new anonymous email account to email my crush with a poem. Just realised i entered my real name at the top. So she will know its me AGHHHHHHHHHHH FU- I need to think this through better next time. Damshittttttt pardon me. Just having a small mental teenage breakdown here.
you think thats bad ? i keep hitting on my best friend whos straight and he finally told me that even if he was gay he'd never want to do anything with me. fucking ouch
Well, look at it this way... It'll now be in the open and if she likes you, you've got it made. If she doesn't, then you can put the crush behind you and move on.
Thanks.....she actaully just replied. She said she doesnt want to hurt me but she wants to love me- only if i will promise we will still be friends if it doesnt work. Im really happy! I iust hope it DOES work.
