What are you thinking?

Those days when you have to work outside and it's pissing it down with rain. Should've brought a towel to work with me today.

 

Oh same at my work we play Christian Christmas music and it is terrible.

 

We had the same holiday soundtrack each day at my work, and of course they had to be the most annoying versions of the songs that I've ever heard.

 

And then our bosses can retreat into their offices, shut the doors, and play whatever they want. I swear they get some kind of sadistic pleasure from driving their employees loony tunes every holiday season.

 

Sees a really cute host at the restaurant I went to for dinner *cue Taylor Swift's song "Gorgeous"*

 

Sometimes I don't think I will ever be happy in life.

 

Today was actually an okay day...anxiety feels really low right now, especially in comparison to how anxious I’ve been the past several days. Honestly, I’m relieved.

 

Ugh. My Target recently started playing music over the intercom. I fear this will be my fate come Christmas season. Thankfully, the current music is more of what I listen to so it isn't bad at all now.

 

I love Christmas music, so I don't mind hearing it a lot during the holidays, but when it gets drilled into your head from the beginning of November, that's when it gets annoying. At least your place seems to have a better playlist

 

Oh look, the anxiety is back, this time with nervous stomach pains yay. Of course it hits me when I’m relaxing in the dark and when I’m not even stressed. I think my brain hates me or something.

 

I hate the last few weeks of daylight savings time. It's so hard to wake up in the morning when it's still pitch dark outside

 

I’m finally above water in my statistics class.

 

Better that than it being dark outside and still having to work for a couple more hours...

 

After being referred by my academic adviser on Monday, I started therapy for the first time yesterday. I don't know how I feel about it yet, but it's free through my university so I guess it's worth a shot

 

I'm thinking a lot of finding a good psychologist.. and convince my parents to send me to one.

 

I'm sorry to hear about all of that. I hope everything works out for you.

 

Got a 20% solution of sodium hydroxide splashed on half my face today. Fun stuff!

 

Now that I’ve got insurance through work, I guess it’s time to choose my doctor...and a therapist too lol. New doctors always stress me out, so hopefully I choose one who’s a good fit for me.

 

If you’re going to show up to class 45 minutes late, what’s the point of even going?