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In my 40s I was starting to see myself more.

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  1. TrevinMichael

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    As a teen I dressed up as a woman with my brother for Halloween, but he chickened out. He went as a football player but left his makeup on.

    In my 40s I decided to dress as a woman for a Halloween Party. There was this bi woman theot that I would marry her but that this was possible for me.)re who really liked me. I thought how nice I could be in a marriage and have a close male friend. (I just saw that it could happen not with her maybe) She was actually really nice and fun.

    Even though the party ended and nothing became of any of this. I never saw her again. I actually married a Bi woman and I have a best friend who I am very close to. I am now 55.

    I was married twice before, and I loved both of them. They just did not last for ever. Things have changed. I was just with people who did not care to know me well enough for if they did they would have stayed.

    I love where I am now. I love who I am. Dress or no dress I have a strong male side and female side.

    I am a loving person.

    I am Me.
     
    #1 TrevinMichael, Oct 24, 2017
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    Every one's story has things in it.

    At 55 I am starting to live my life the way that makes me happy not everyone else.
     
    #2 TrevinMichael, Oct 24, 2017
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    Good on ya!!! It's never too late!! Be strong!!! Be empowered!!! And most of all, BE WELL!!!
     
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    I was doing it being myself and living my life before but maybe around 90 percent for me and 10 for others. I have been strong since birth, born 2 months early in 1962 in a house one pound 7 ounces rushed to the hospital and put into an incubator. I came out fighting and never stopped.

    My mom did not want me to be with men. She never really controlled that while she was alive, she died in 2013.

    Thanks though for my strength is allowing me to be me more and more each day.

    I love my wife and I love my best friend Brad. I cannot imagine not loving both of them.

    It is what I do best - Love.
     
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    with me the journey's focus was always on love not sex

    I would think of others and forget some times that I also needed love back.

    Ex wives and ex friends did not have the ability to love me back in ways I needed it.

    Unconditional
     
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    AWWW!!! Trevin!!! :frowning2: Well it sounds like your on the right path now, so I say again, good on ya!!
     
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    Yes the people in my life love me
     
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