What are you thinking?

You once told me that 75% of statistics aren't true you silly goose.

 

I know it makes me a really shitty person, but it sucks seeing all my friends have successes while I still feel like a pile of shit a lot of the time. Don't get me wrong, at the end of the day, I'm proud of them for getting past certain things. It just kinda hurts when you get a 2 word reply when you're talking about something that upsets or excites you. Feels like they're leaving you behind, you know?

 

This is kinda bad but I want to love someone like in a relationship sort of way and I want them to love me back. I want to know who I’m gonna marry. I want to know who I am and what I am

 

It was nice to have a day off for a change.

 

The weather went from hot to cold in one day and now I feel strange ._.

 

i'm so worried about my friend

 

I am REALLY bored and sick. So I am thinking about what exactly I am going to spend my sorry excuse of an existence on today.

 

My one day off, 3 and a half hours till DnD. Need to do some chores, but I just don't feel like moving....

 

What do ya know, it actually stopped raining today.

 

Ehhhh, my mom wants to go shopping with me today. I love spending time with my mom...she's the person I'm with the most. But I absolutely hate shopping. Shopping itself is overwhelming, trying on clothes is exhausting, and I pretty much only wear the same types of clothes all the time anyways, since I dislike most clothing textures lol. So today should be an interesting day haha.

 

The sun is setting on Michigan football. It was a great run from 1969-2007. Just wish I’d been alive earlier to see more of it. In the 1990s, the fans bitched and moaned about going 8-4 three years in a row. Nowadays 8-4 is the best we can hope for.

 

What happened to the rainbow mood?

 

I haven't been on EC in a while and it all different and stuff. Part of me is tempted to look at old posts but I already know some of that stuff will be cringy and embarrassing.

 

I'm very needy, but I'm heading into my 4th day of not talking to anybody (face to face) besides my mom. I look forward to Tuesdays because at least I'm stuck around people for 11 hours straight lol.

 

It nice to see some of the same members still active from when I was a more active member.

 

It really is a pain in the butt having high speed internet, but it runs so slow I feel like I'm back on dial-up internet.

 

Eh, a lot of us are still around, but primarily lurking. Like myself.

 

I get paid this Friday, Stranger Things Season 2 comes out on Netflix on Friday, I get to meet another one of my boyfriend’s friends on Friday. Too many things are happening Friday.

Oh and my bf had the thought to remind me that we been together 11 months on Tuesday. So there’s that...

Okay my monthly EC update is done lol

 

I love transphobes sometimes.

I just found an instagram comment regarding the new Playboy Playmate (spoilers: she's trans) and the comment said that Williams Institute at UCLA claimed that the suicide rate for transgender people is stagnant no matter if SRS happens or not.

WELL.

1. Not only did they never make that claim (although they did a lot of studies on transgender suicide)

2. They also staunchly support government protection based on their findings of transgender suicide.

 

Ready for another fun day at work. Hopefully nothing weird happens today...