So I've been struggling about my sexuality for years now, not knowing if I was gay, straight, bi, ace, etc. About a week ago I finally told my mom that I am asexual. When I found out that she was ok with that, I asked her what she would think if I was gay. You could have knocked me over with a feather....she would be ok with that too. For the first time in my life, I feel comfortable to explore who I am. Since that night, I have cleaned my home top to bottom, redecorated, switched my cfl bulbs for candles and natural light, I've put in 2 oil burners, and a mini waterfall/fountain. I haven't felt this good in my entire life.
This is making my head spin, I feel so good ever since I did this. If I would have known this was holding me back I would have come out years ago. I know I'm starting to rant, but finally figuring out who I am after 33 years is giving me a rush
Thanks, it's amazing what this has done for me. For the first time in my life I'm keeping my house in order, taking care of business when it needs to be done, and actually caring about life.
