I'm often jelaous of feminine looking pre-t transboys (you know, there are a lot of them on instagram and tumblr who do cosplay and crossdressing) or post-t transboys who are still looking androgynous putting aside my gender identiy which is not very clear... what can this mean? am I just jelaous of their feminine characteristics or what?
I think you and only you can anwser this question. You can be jealous of femininity, androgyny, masculinity, or just a fab look
I feel kind of the same but in reverse. I'm AFAB but somehow identify with transwomen, genderqueer AMABs and effeminate men. I have since I was a young child. I'm AFAB yet feel like an effeminate AMAB. I don't know what it's about either. Maybe it's because I feel fundamentally male yet also have a lot of feminine traits. It seems kind of silly though. I'm female yet want to be a male who wants to be perceived as female. How does that make any sense?
Yeah I felt like that too. I was jealous of feminine men and transwomen, because they didn't have the bits, but could be feminine. Or in the case of feminine men - that they were men too. I mean, that they function as men. For the same reasons I envied the androgynous trans guys. Envy of trans women per say was also there. But it sorta was a drop in the ocean of my wierd gender feelings.
I feel this so much xD People will question me if I transition and then act androgynous and grow my hair longish. Wait, I won't grow my hair. I will loose them all. My dad is bald. Lol.
I've actually been really jelaous of tomboys and lesbians lol with me it's more like "I want to be a boy and a girl" I like being an androgynous guy, I like the contrast of basically seeing this delicate feminine person who is a boy and when people start saying stuff like "eyeliner looks better on guys" I feel that as a compliment, but then I get jelaous of tomboys and start dressing like them (you know, the classic tomboy outfits like masculine jacket and short shorts) haha tho I never want to be a manly man and I don't identify with women stereotypes.. I basically identify with everthing that is androgynous xD even when I want to look like a feminine girl she still has an androgynous body with small breasts despite her feminine style I once thought I could transition and still dress like an effemminate guy when I feel like, the main thing you have to look is what you want from your body...
I know an ftm from Italy who looks androgynous, kind of like David Bowie, and he has long hair, just go for what you feel, unless sometimes you be like "but it's so cool being a tomboy" like I do with being an effemminate guy... in this case welcome aboard on my gender confusion train