Sometimes I think I am gay sometimes I do not, I know I am not straight as an arrow, but I think I am not 100% gay !! Everytime I thing about my sexuality or if I think that someone is going to ask me questions I get anxious, sad =( Yes I tried with some guys and I if I say I did not like I will be lying, but I also think that I have some little attractions for girls !! Also I notice that depends of my mood my sexuality fluctuates. I don't know what I am, I told to my friend and his husband that I am gay, but I am not 100% sure and to be honest I think I will never be ! =( =( I have no idea what to do ! Am I that crazy ????
Sexuality is not so simple and black and white and as time goes by you may determine your bisexual , I would worry less about labels and do what feels right and feels good and don't worry about what others say or thing
From what you're saying, I'd say it sounds like you're bisexual, but that's only my opinion. Just remember that you don't have to put a label on yourself. It's nobody else's business what your sexuality is, so if you haven't figured it out yet, don't feel pressured to put a name to how you feel.
Thanks everyone, I will try to not put labels but sometimes is hard, because I do not want to be that type of guy who gets in a relationship and later on finish in order to have a "new life". I think I worried more about the others =( It is hard not to label when everyone wants to label you. If I say that I think I am BI many gay people would say that I am gay and I am just trying to hide. Also straight people would say the same. One day someone asked me, and my answer was: Sorry but I do not talk about my sexuality. His answer was: You can tell me that you are Gay I am not going to tell to anyone ! I think I am gay because when I masturbate I think about guys but I can have sex with girls and enjoy and with guys is the same ! No I do not !
