So I have established that I am gay now since a while (I am 16), but I always have this "what if I actually could fall in love with a woman?" moment. I definitely know that I'm gay since I feel sexually attracted to men, and I had two crushes on guys at my school (btw, I talked to one of them for the first time today! ), but when I was younger, I remember having crushes on two different girls, but I now realised that it was only for their personality. (In fact, I would force myself into imagining how "enjoyable" it would be to kiss one of them, but it just didn't work haha...) Could I potentially fall in love with a woman? I am 100% sure that I feel attracted to men, but I am unsure about women. (Btw, I am not sexually attracted to women at all.)
It sounds more like you just like women as friends. Not desiring to do anything physical with them (including kissing) wouldn't constitute much of a relationship. That's usually what platonic friends are. Plus, a lot of gay people have had "crushes" on the opposite sex when younger due to heteronormative society. I wouldn't worry about it too much.
