What are you thinking?

Haven't had much luck finding anyone to buy or trade my binder with (doesn't fit) so I have taken to Tumblr... O.O

 

Whatever you think about 13 Reasons, that show had GREAT music

 

Ever had a crush on someone you thought was around your age, but later find out they're a lot older than you? Weird

 

Quite the opposite. I once found out a 19 year old co worker had a crush on me.. (let me just remove my age from here so I stay mysterious). .....I just, don't look my age at all. All I'll say :icon_redf

 

Lol at me thinking I could sleep

 

Someone drive me to Sheetz for a late high snack attack. I'll get you some food in place of gas money. Seriously, I'd kill for a good sandwich right about now.

 

Wonder if I'll get any sleep tonight.

 

When people say "you're strong", "you're so confident", "you can handle anything" I always feel like it's just one big excuse to not ask if I'm okay, or if I'm falling apart, even though it's clearly happening right before their eyes with every drink, every hit, line, fake smile, and all the things I do to stay stitched together.

Anyway I gotta get up early so I should sleep. Sleep, where ya at buddy, come get me

 

I just ended my relationship of four years. God help me.

 

I just really hope everything will turn out alright for me. I have no idea if I'm making the right decision by transferring back home. Honestly, college is feeling like a huge waste of time. I want to do more with my time. I just don't know how to get started.

 

Been less than 24 hours into summer and I'm already bored af. Yayy.

 

I just want school to be over for today. This week has been kinda stressful for me. I'll just say that having to go through tests and trying to get over an ex isn't a good combo when you're trying to get through high school :/

 

Just 5 more work days till my vacation in San Francisco!

 

When I'm in Orlando this summer, I'm thinking about renting a car so I can visit the Pulse nightclub memorial.

 

Nothing like being lazy and listening to an album.

 

I guess once you're in college and away from parents, your gayness comes out.

 

I'm trying to collect the courage to re-re-come out to my parents as trans, but this time throw being bi into the mix too. (Note that nothing went badly, I just have twice made the mistake of trying to come out using a label while questioning, first as trans, then as gender fluid)

 

OH MY GOSH DO I HAVE A STORY FOR YOU GUYS!!!

So I'm at the tanning salon and this gay guy in his mid 40s (looked really good for his age and was very built!) comes in and he was about to tan and he asks me if I can help him put some tanning lotion on his back and I said okay and he told me he would call me when he was ready. So then he calls me and I head back to the room he's in and he is wearing nothing except he was covering his crotch with a towel while I rubbed the lotion on his back and got a very nice view of his butt. Ugh I was so aroused! Anyway after that he told me that I gave a very nice massage and then he told me about this gay website that I can join and massage men and apparently they pay well and supposedly you don't even need a license. I mean I probably won't look into it but my god what an experience.

 

What a fucking shitty night. Again. Still.

 

You sound just like my middle aged straight female friends :badgrin: