What are you thinking?

An open letter to the fat, arrogant, anti-charismatic national embarrassment known as President John Adams...
(Shit!)
The man's irrational, he claims that I'm in league
With Britain in some vast international intrigue?
Bitch, please!
You wouldn't know what I'm doing, you're always going berserk
You never show up to work!
Give my regards to Abigail next time you write about my lack of moral compass,
At least I do my job up in this rumpus!

That is literally what's in my head right now, had to stop myself from typing out the entire rap.

 

I am sure everyone in this house is happy now that the screaming in Japanese has stopped and they can sleep peacefully.

 

Dammit, why does she have to be so cute? Why? :love:

:bang:

Why am I still thinking about her? Dammit brain, stop it- this isn't the plan. You don't even know her name, you're being irrational. Pull yourself together!

:tantrum:

 

What to do with my life, whatever should I do?

 

Holy shit I haven't been on Empty Closets for over a year. My, how little it's changed...

 

This diffuser is pretty cool.

 

Right now, I'm thinking about the spider that is currently in my bathroom (at least I think it's still there, I don't want to think that it could have move to another room...). And it might sounds stupid to a lot of people but I'm actually scared of going to sleep and not knowing where that thing is, or where it might have gone. And I have to deal with it because I'm leaving tomorrow for a week, and I can't let that spider running free in my appartment for a whole week but I don't know where it is and I don't know how I will deal with it once I find it.
I really wish I could just ask my parents to deal with the spider like I used to do when I lived with them. How pathethic is it ? I'm a 22 years old girl that is too scared to kill a spider in her own bathroom. :bang:

 

The boyfriend and I voted today. D's all the way down. ^_^

 

Whatever.

 

Mm, I miss my friends. I drift from community to community and have made relationships wherever I've gone, but the day where I wander off gets closer every day. Where will I go after this is gone? Will I turn around to revisit the places I've been before, or will I just walk aimlessly to my death? Does it really matter?

I used to have people I talk to, but they are all gone now. I have more friends than I had before but in a sense I am much more lonely.

I don't know what to do with myself at the moment.

 

Ugh, why did I agree to come in for OT today? Need.....more...sleep....

 

It is amazing how life changes and what you can deal with, that you thought you never could.

 

I feel so positive about my new job. I've never had a job with access to so many benefits and upward mobility. Unfortunately, I'm still working at this one until the end of the month. I have orientation next week though, so I am excited for that. Also going to a work party before work tomorrow at Thunder Road. That will quench some of my hatred for the job at least LoL

My last paycheck is going to be horrible at this job... Oh well. I still have a lot going for me at this new one, and my future coworkers seem happy there.

 

I'm about to explode! I got into a huge fight with my mom and she said that I've let Satan into my heart since I'm gay and I pushed her and threw my keys at her. I talked to the crisis hotline and I told them what happened and they sent me to the Phoenix Pride LGBT Center. When I got to the center I found out the place was closed and the staff sold the building. I don't know what to do or who to talk to but I can't handle this anymore!

 

Mostly random, inappropriate thoughts....

 

Michigan is on a bye week, so I'll be rooting for Northwestern to hand Michigan State its fourth consecutive loss. I may miss the 2000s that I grew up in, but 2000s-esque MSU football is back and better than ever!

 

Everytime I see a teacher use my correct name I smile on the inside and out

 

Well, it was a tough choice between Sanders, Soltysik, and Kennedy, but I felt SP-USA aligned best with my views. Soltysik for President it is!

---------- Post added 15th Oct 2016 at 12:44 PM ----------

Oh look! A partisan jerk on my ignore list! Have fun not getting your posts read!

 

I'm slowly, but surely losing faith in finnish youth and I'm a teen myself... All 12-14 year-olds I see are complaining about everything, using language I wouldn't have even dared to imagine using when I was in that age, and disrespecting elders, teachers and anyone, who isn't doing their s*** for them. Some of the students are insulting teachers, bullying them, and they can't do or say anything to mom and dad's little sweethearts, without getting all of the blame or even losing their jobs. I'm embarrassed to be a teen, because some of these nagging children are acting like babies...