What are you thinking?

Well rivets are those metal button things on jeans, so I guess metal head? Jean head? Idk.

 

Been listening to German indie music all day. I'm slowly starting to understand everything they're singing about.

Who knew Germans had humour.

 

Who is it? I'll sit on them. :tantrum:

 

Can't wait to see Deströyer 666 this weekend! :icon_twis

 

My tumblr block list hasn't (or won't) update, so I'm not sure who it is. I feel so popular knowing someone went out of their way to send me hate mail over my selfies, since that hasn't happened in forever.

 

Two words... Staplerfahrer Klaus...

 

The fact that I can't play pokemon go annoys and depresses me more each day. All my friends out there living the 90s dream, and in must watch from the window.

Seriously I feel I'll be spending $100-$150 on a new phone soon (thank goodness I don't use iphones)

 

Em.. am I supposed to feel so good? I actually feel the best I've felt since I realized that I was trans. Ok, Pink Floyd is helping! :eusa_ange

 

Crossing my fingers that my endo will mail my my paper work to get some labs done up here, since I don't have any time or money to go down to the main clinic. I'm hoping it will shine a light on what could be wrong with me; since I have little to no energy anymore and it's becoming infuriating (I woke up at 4PM today, and I already want to go to bed--it's only 7:30pm now).

---------- Post added 11th Jul 2016 at 07:45 PM ----------

Omfg I'm screaming.

I'm replying to a comment someone made on my recent selfie set (from how I looked pre-T to now being almost 1.5 years on) and they tagged it "#you look so gooood!" and "#major cutie alert". I'm blushing like a little school boy over here, hold me pls.

 

I just realized that there is only one person in my life who I can share my deepest thoughts, plans and other life stuff with. It's like nobody knows me the way he does. Now he's gone for a few days and I already feel lonely. I don't know what I'm gonna do without him when he goes abroad for a year.

Carl Jung's quote about loneliness being "unable to communicate the things that seem important to you" appears to be spot on. He's going to leave a void in my life and I don't know how or if I can fill it.

 

recently ive lost connection with this forum, ive stopped being interested in what people are talking about....not that ive lost my own problems but still...its a weird patch, i guess ill get over it and be right back here.


oh also, RisingSun, im going to be a bit of a weirdo here and guess....is that Sasuke from naruto as your avatar? (yeah....been watching that recently)

 

And he's suddenly back. He's done this once before.

 

Yay! (*hug*)

 

Why yes, yes it is! I don't think that makes you a weirdo (unless watching Naruto makes both weirdos :icon_eek

 

And now I'm crushing. Well it was nice beong happy for a short while.

 

Christ, I want sushi so fucking bad.

Also, god. These people at the Starbucks are annoying af. You're drinking coffee. Stop making a production out of it. This ain't a talk show.

 

woop nailed it! haha, i guess we are either weirdos together or this is perfectly normal:

another thought for the day, why do i pay attention to such details that i can recognise figures like this in an instant even from points where there are no truly defining features

 

Reservoir Media has Aaliyah's catalog. But they won't release it to iTunes or Spotify...

 

I wonder if it'll feel odd seeing her again after over a year...