Hi! Introducing myself.

:icon_redf *deep breath* :icon_bigg Hi everyone! I've came across the forum a month ago and finally decided to make an account.

Let's start with a bit of me:
I'm pretty much an introvert, a bit of a nerd, i like to watch movies and anime, play videogames (mostly enjoy puzzle-like ones) and i love music which is the one thing i couldn't live without, mostly old 70s/80s music but pretty much anything i feel a connection with. Also I'm a pretty romantic and dramatic person but just for myself, in public i tend to control my actions and emotions a bit too much.
Always been the kind of guy that needs to meet others expectations wich prevented me from doing a lot of things and really be myself, i realized how bad it was for me to go on like that so as of last year I've been in a self discovery process on many levels. It's my first year as a graphic design student after 4 years studying to become a dentist which i hated but was kind of expected to.

Now to why I'm actually here:
So the thing is two months ago i was convinced i was a fully straight guy but now I'm questioning if I'm actually Bi, It's a thing I've been avoiding thinking about since always and now it suddenly exploded leaving my really confused and troubled, and feeling that i just can't leave this question unanswered anymore.
I'm really shy and normally never talk to anyone about personal stuff but i really need to get this figured out so I've decided to be as open as i can here.

English is not my first language and I'm not good with words and expressing myself (it probably took me at least an hour to write this) so if it gets too complicated don't hesitate to tell me.

Anyway let's hope for the best, I'll looking forward to my time here!

 

Also, it's my first time taking part in a forum so if there's anything i need to know please tell me