Had a talk with my husband yesterday

demidiluvian · Apr 6, 2016

baristajedi said: ↑

SnowshoeGeek said: ↑

Wow... seriously wow, lady.

How do you feel now?
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I don't know how I feel....I'm mostly feeling queasy, like the feeling you have before an important event. It's like a feeling that just sort of creeps up all around me. It's good and bad feelings all mingling together. I think there is some part of me that believes future me is content, at peace and free, and there's also a part of me that feels like short term future me is f*ing scared shitless. And there's also the apprehension of hurting and disappointing others, facing others' judgment. It's hard to articulate those feelings.
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Well, you've articulated it better than I can. I've been repeatedly ambushed by some quease and anxiety since last week (out to friend, meetup). For the first time in all this I've started something that I can't control & that's definitely producing some apprehension. Food helps

Had a talk with my husband yesterday

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