Howdy all you fabulous people! My "real" name is Russell and I've been out as bi since 1997 (shit, that makes me sound old), married to a woman since 2001 and have two great kids. Despite being out of the closet regarding my sexuality, I have been deep in there (I think I can see Narnia from here) regarding my gender. **Big breath** I am a transwoman. That feels good. :icon_wink. I'm not out as trans to anyone yet, but I'm researching local gender therapists to begin the work on transitioning. Long road ahead, but it feels good to be finally making steps forward. I spent 20 years in the Marine Corps - first enlisted-infantry, then officer-attorney (aka JAG) and now I'm retired from the USMC and in private practice representing fellow servicemembers at courts-martial/admin separation hearings. I spent most of my life running from my gender issues, blaming them on being bi, confused or one thing or another. I'm done running. 39 years old and I'm just tired of running from it. Tired of not being happy with who I see in the mirror, tired of not being who I know I am inside, and ultimately tired of not being real. Real with myself, my family, friends, and the world. I look forward to sharing the struggles ahead with you guys and gals. I've already read some great posts of support, heartache, struggle, and joy. Thank you already for what you've given me and even though I'm brand-new here, I already feel at home. Cheers and love to you all!
