So a random chat thread? I'm all here for that, unless it's just like the "what are you thinking thread". Eh, oh well. I want to pull my guitar out of storage and try to re-tune it, and then get back into learning how to read sheet music so I can teach myself how to play. I need a distraction and way to get my energy out, since I don't have the means to get my film career on the road. Maybe I'll learn how to play faster than it takes my voice to settle, which means I then have the chore of figuring out where my range is since I oddly want to take up singing and song writing eventually. Heh, let's see how fast it takes me to give up on that dream too.
I think you should do it! My cousins thought himself to play using YouTube videos. I think you should really try.
I guess it can be whatever pops into your head and if anyone wants to talk about it. ---------- Post added 10th Feb 2016 at 06:00 PM ---------- That's a good idea, YouTube is a brilliant way to share a talent, such as your guitar. I tried to start a gaming YouTube channel once, I have sort of given up.
The one thing that bites is that I'm very insecure about myself. When I took chorus in junior high and high school, I was so soft spoken that I tried to keep as quiet as I could--thinking I sound like a bunch of dying cats, so I didn't want to ruin our vibe or embarrass myself. I was told when I was ten by a friend that I have a pretty nice voice, but now I don't know since my voice has changed and I'm hoh (hard of hearing), so I can never tell if I'm singing in tune or not (let alone if I'm half way decent). Yeah, I get all that counts if you're having fun with something (which is important), but also liking what I see/hear is just as important. I'd also hate that when my voice does settle, it's not comfortable in any of the genres I'd love to focus on. :/ Shit's tough sometimes, I swear.
I used to sing quite nicely. In fact, one of my teachers said I should join chorus. Then puberty happened and now when I sing I sound like a dying cat.
Oh I understand the chorus thing. For me I tried out for chorus in elementary and the audition song was Happy Birthday, but I was one of the dummies who didn't know the whole song. It kind of crushed my confidence. In middle school and high school I tried to be quiet. One girl told me that I had nice voice but I figured she was just being nice. And my brother is always telling me I'm tone death. Thing is that I've always liked to sing but was never confident to do so when people are around. And now I've taken an interest in acting and theater but I have anxiety when speaking in front of others.
I had a dream that my parents were doing it and the door was closed. So me, I was so angry, that I threw something at the door and said, "Really?!". Well the door opened and they were just on the bed. Next thing I know, I'm going off on them about how I don't want siblings. I think I called my dad out for not wearing condoms. I think I also called my mom out for something that I can't remember. My mom ended up crying which made me cry. And then I woke up. The dream felt very weird, yet realistic.
i heard my mom and her bf doing it once...only because i got up to pee. but then i ran back to my room and wen to sleep.