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What are you thinking?

Discussion in 'Chit Chat' started by Martin, Dec 10, 2015.

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  1. Libertino

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    I think Homer Simpson said it best when he was at Oktoberfest: "Ah, the Germans. You just can't stay mad at them."

    Thank you! :grin: Luckily I've never gotten sick from drinking; I can't guarantee I won't be a little hungover though :wink:
     
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    It probably doesn't help that Germany is a fairly recent country, and imperialism, nationalism, and militarism were fairly prominent features in unification. They also made an enemy of one of the most successful and resilient groups in human history, so there's that, too...

    PS I really enjoy the flag, along with Estonia's.
     
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    Helping my twin brother with dating his GirlFriend. Like a boss. >:3
     
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    For some reason, reading the phrase "I wish I'd been born a boy", in the "Being a girl is shit and being a boy would have been so much better" rather than the "I am a boy what the fuck is my body doing to me", really fucks me up. Like, I see it, and think about it for a second, and then my emotions just crash. AND I HAVE NO IDEA WHY. It just fucking happens and I'm like "what", followed by anger, trying to justify getting annoyed at the person and eventually failing, realising they're probably justified in saying it, and then getting very... mopey. I'm struggling ridiculously to understand this. Like what.

    I feel like part of it is how I was born a boy and would really have preferred not to have been. But that feels strenuous at best. *sighs*

    If anyone has any suggestions as to solutions to my conundrum, they are welcome.
     
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    Going to the dentist today wasn't super fun :/ However, trying to smooch the bae with a completely frozen mouth was very funny. slobberrrrr

    I'm embarrassed that I just used "bae", but I couldnt find a synonym that conveyed the same sense of cynical irony.
     
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    I'm such an ugly af, dark-skinned mess...
     
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    How come you are feeling this way? (*hug*)
     
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    Everyone is telling me I'm not good enough and no guy will ever want me. That I'm not smart/attractive enough. They keep saying no man will ever love me.That I won't be able to get a job because no one wants me either.

    This is fucking with me. I feel like I need a REAL therapist really bad. Not a crazy self hating gay/bi man who think he's straight now.

    I feel damaged and I know I'm too in tune with my feelings. I'm going to never trust anyone. And I feel I will never love anyone. I'm going to be jealous of any potential boyfriends because they have what I don't have. Normalness. A future with happiness. A family. Friends!

    This world is being a complete asshole to me and Im becoming that person who feels they deserve more. I hate it. I hate that I know what's going on with my head. I feel crazy lately. Like they are driving me insane.

    My dad wants to talk to me now. He's talks to me every morning and every night. Tells me I'm going to try to be "normal".

    And I know I'm a piece of shit for never being supportive with anyone on ec. I'm sorry. I'm just a terrible piece of shit. My best memories in life have been on EC. And I don't do anything to give back.
     
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    Her birthday is in a week and 3 days.
     
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    I'm bi and a lot of my friends have recently come out, but they've kinda been acting like coming out isn't a big deal, which I guess it isn't. But it is a big deal to me and I'm not out yet and I'm scared to come out because my friends are so open.

    Also one of my best friends came out as pan yesterday and already has a girlfriend.
     
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    Just get out. First opportunity you get, get the hell out of there and don't look back. No warnings, no sappy letters or corny goodbyes. Out.
     
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    Our choir has a concert tomorrow and we have to wear black, but all my black clothes are too sexy and/or inappropriate for a concert in a church. Damn.
     
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    What are you getting her?
     
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    So last night I got real drunk and apparently poured a bowl of miso soup on my friends deck of magic cards.

    I asked him if he likes miso.

    He said yea, why?

    Cuz miso fucked up...
     
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    Just seeing you post, even if it is to vent, is enough. It means you're still with us. When you are finally in a place where the world is going for you, then you can try giving back.

    And as person above says, get the hell out of there. Find a friend somewhere who is supportive and sleep on their couch.

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    You know that feeling you get when people say they wish they were born a boy?
    That's the pissed off feeling I get when someone says they wished they were born a girl. Its the most shittist thing for me and I don't know why people would want it
    But at the same time, if I feel this way bout my body then someone AMAB born in the wrong body must feel the same way.
    We're both sitting in the same place looking at the situation from opposing point if views.
     
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    My new friends are the best...
    1) during a game of truth or dare, I was told how much they cared and was "dared" to hug them all and got asked to prom by one of the friends who didn't have someone to go with
    2) we got personal for a bit, and I admitted about my severe depression/suicidal thoughts and they all hugged me and let me vent and said that I was a great new addition to them.
    3) we all love music a lot, and play together/plan on starting a band.
     
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    Started watching the season 4 premiere of Orphan Black, and it made me realize that I somehow missed the season 3 finale. How the hell did that happen?


    Oh well, 2 hours of fun to begin the morning.
     
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    Listening to Take Me As I Am by Mary J Blige. I think this song can relate to Gypsycloset's post. Also, congrats on coming out!
     
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    I want that creepy mask!! :stuck_out_tongue_closed_eyes:
     
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