When you drown yourself in food to hide the pain and stress of what's happening to you and you go from 140 to 165 in like 2 months.
I want to do so many things but got 1 week. ---------- Post added 22nd Mar 2016 at 01:08 AM ---------- It went by so fast...
Yeah, it was only the airport when I checked the news. Now, it seems the metro was also attacked. There goes any chance this was an accident. If I were in Vegas, I would bet the farm Islamic extremism was behind it.
When will my mother learn that I can't bear to go visit my grandmother anymore? I know it's not her fault, but when dementia has replaced a loved one with somebody you don't know, is it not understandable that I'm not keen on going to the nursing home? I have no idea how my mom can take care of her. I don't. My mom thinks that I don't care about her because if she were in the same position, I wouldn't be able to do the same for her. I wouldn't be able to do it emotionally or practically. Urgh.
So went to the technical college and got my application straightened out. Summer and Fall will be there and then I transfer to a 4 year university. Starting to move forward with my life and towards transitioning....so why in the hell do I feel so fucking terrified.
I've been sleeping in my parents room on the floor. I don't mind that much. The only thing fucking with my mind is the 24/7 talk about my girlfriend. My whole entire existence is being put on me talking to this girl 3,000 miles away. I woke up to my dad and my brother singing her name. I feel like I'm going insane.
Haha, I know. The payout would suck based on that bet :lol:. Payout would be on par to picking the Patriots to beat the Browns (with Manziel as QB) in a game :lol:.
I just found a couple ways to keep my hair from getting "poofy" when it's not quite long enough to cut.
