What are you thinking?

The week I'll be out of state, it's supposed to be in the 60 degree range back home in Michigan. But it's 74 degrees here, sunny, and a nice breeze.

 

sigh....Im TRYING to come out to my parents but I just can't seem to do it, I guess its the timing i cant get, something always comes up before im able to. but its also the fact that for some reason i really can't face telling my dad, he is jokingly mean (as in, makes fun of) to people he likes, if i told him he would simply start telling jokes that were purposefully kinda homophobic just to annoy me (he means well....he was brought up in london where it is apparently what they do, make fun of people they like). one of his friends came out as gay (he even got married a while later which i was secretly thrilled about for him) and he told them "you know all gays go to hell right?" (he doesnt mean it, he is doing that joking thing) he recently said to me "if you came out as gay i wouldn't make fun of you, because your going to hell anyway *laughs*". im so confused and lost...maybe nailing this interview for a course im applying too will boost my confidence enough. boy i have long thoughts

 

WOW the latest season of House of Cards came out last Friday and I didn't even notice. Um, bye world?

 

I'm recovering from a bad case of the flu. It's time to open up my Yugioh booster packs

 

The other day I was at frys and this one older guy was talking to another guy and he said "well I wanted to go but my wife had a runny ass" :roflmao: :lol:

 

Some days are okay but others... I want to give up but I know that is a dumb way to go

 

I have to pee buts there is a dog sleeping on my lap. What to do?

 

got a good chuckle out of this random google image find :lol:

 

Voice dysphoria is a cruel mistress. It wasn't made better by having to use my birthname at my eye doctor appointment and being directed to the "womens" section for frames (though for me I thought I was in the kid section with how unusually small they all were).

So yeah...that was fun. I guess. On the bright side, it's going to be in the 70s soon so I can walk my dog again.

 

Thank goodness for PNG. files. Without them I wouldn't have been able to reduce the size of my file and my project work would've all been in vain. No good having work that you can't submit after all. Hopefully this means I'll get at least a passing grade for my work. :eusa_danc I'm so glad that's over, now all I have to do is get through the rest of the assignments/projects...

*sigh* I'm just hoping it'll all be worth it in the end.

:dry:

 

I would totally take Gypsycloset in so that we can be roomies. Today, surprisingly went by fast. At 4:30, I'll do all of my assignments.

 

Fight the urge.

 

"I love coming home at the end of a long Monday at work and then doing a crapton of laundry"--nobody ever

 

My friend, ever day I want to give up. I don't. Do you know why? That would be the bullies, people who look down on my, and life it's self, would win. You need to stay strong. There are people who will love you, there are people who will hate you. Whatever you do never in your life-time give up. (*hug*)

 

Why do people feel the need to degrade us? We are all human. We all have feelings.

 

Hate is base with fear, anger the same. People hate what they fear. I'm sorry to say, but the only human beings that are real, are the ones who can in-fact love others instead of hate them for their difference. People will hate what is different. (That's why that funny thing under my name says what it does.)

 

So my cousin's boyfriend's son is a drug-addicted sociopath. Oh boy.

 

Listening to Beyonce's Irreplaceable. Making me think of Christmas of 2006.

 

Thank you that made me feel a little bit better! (*hug*) You are right

 

Who knows, I guess some think they are better. Jake called me and two football jerks started picking on two gays in his school, one of the gay is a black belt...Jake had to laugh. The jerks were embarrassed.
I guess us human fear the unknown.