What are you thinking?

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK

everything.

 

whY AM I SO GAY LONELY AND IN AN EXISTANTIAL CRISIS 24/7

 

I ask myself the exact question.

 

Hm, I can't seem to find the 'Location' field in profile settings. I was about to say I am back to free-loading on Mars.

 

You'd think after being on T for a year that my cravings would stop. Nope! It's 11PM and all I want is a big bowl of fried rice, a tender steak (so much for me trying to have some meatless days), a ton of steamed broccoli, and a pound of calamari with some marinara sauce. I hope (for those who want to go on t or are about to) that your need to eat everything in sight isn't as bad as mine.

 

Pass the steak. I start my diet next week and I'm pigging now

 

Due to weird scheduling, I had my "valentines day" today. it was a good time.


Aaaand, I've been smiling like a doof since I got home :lol:

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My settings > Settings and Options > Edit Options

It's all the way at the bottom of that page

 

I don't get the big deal about going out and buying people presents and flowers for valentines is.

I'd rather stay in for valentines. Maybe I'm just a valentines Scrooge.

 

My first post, if I'm doing it right. If anyone can see/read this, can you somehow let me know I'm doing it right. I read that I need 50 posts to become a member so do I just randomly post a lot? What is the best way? I would like to become a member as soon as I can. Thank you.....anicegirly

 

Fuck I didn't finish those stupid assignments! I'm gonna have to do 2 tomorrow and 2 in science and I'm going to have to redo an English assignment and I have work tomorrow and Sunday both starting at 8:30am! Ugh oh and were Gavin record highs next week I can't wait until next Sunday night.

 

Unfortunately, most private counseling centers take a month. My LGBT center took 3 weeks. I am not saying it's right, but that's how booked people are now that mental health visits are covered. It's great people are getting care, but the system is rather jammed.

In other news, my roof is creaking...that's how cold it is here. The furnace won't stop turning on.

 

I'm going to sleep.

 

Sooo...it may not be the roof creaking. I am not liking the sound of this noise, but it's not constant. I really despise the idea of going outside in 10 degrees F and waiting for 2 minutes for this thing to make noise again.

 

Why cant I just give her the stupid letter?! :bang:

 

Commercialism, mostly. There's so much pressure to go out and spend, but anyone worth spending a significant part of your life with will not require it (hell, they might even prefer something "ordinary").

 

Oh there it is, thank you. I thought it used to be editable on profiles' 'About Me' tab.

Indeed I can see this. Well, you should just post whenever you have something to say. Although there isn't much of a difference between a regular member and a full member, IMHO.

 

It's scaring me that I've had to use sleeping pills over the past week to fall asleep.

 

I've been having 36-hour days lately.

 

Only two more hours.


Then sleep.

 

Definitely how I was feeling yesterday...




What a couple of weird-ass dreams these past few nights, sheesh.