What are you thinking?

My father's watching a movie about gays and dislikes it from the bottom of his soul. Funny how it would make me uncomfortable before, but now i couldn't care less.

 

I wonder if it's good or not that I haven't really talked to any of my friends today.. I feel strangely peaceful.

 

Plan for today: hamburger and fries
(!!)

 

I just wanted to apologize if my comment offended anyone.

 

I'm gonna go take a shower and go to the jobs I applied for.

 

So I screwed up a painting last night and had to let it dry overnight so I could paint over it. Oh well, at least it saves me a canvas.

 

Oh good, more ignorance.

 

I went to go get blood work done and I have a standing order so I went to the window and they asked my name and I told them and after a while they said they didn't have anyone by that name. It turns out when I say "Paul" some people hear "Cole" based on how I pronounce it. And it's not the first time this happens :lol:.

 

I want to work on my short story, but at the same time I don't want to. What is up with my brain?

Also , today is a sloooooooooooow-aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaass Saturday.

 

I really don't want to study for finals, but I need to my grades to go up from Bs to As. Especially Geometry, Biology, and French.

 

Gin+Pineapple Juice+Cranberry Juice:

Not great.

 

The gin would counteract the beneficial aspects of the pineapple juice ...

 

Unless one is looking to achieve a higher level of intoxication than one is normally afforded in day to day life.

 

Aww that's so cute xD

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The same thing happens to me with my name haha. My name is Keira, and apparently I have a tendency to say it fast, so it comes out more like "Kia", or "Cara". When I was younger people always heard "Keila".

 

I really shouldn't stress over Finals.

 

Someone grade these labs for me.

 

And now my teeth feel like absolute shit now. Fun..

 

Just feel really alone right now. Woke up at 1. Couldn't really sleep until about five in the morning. Probably a good thing because I don't know what to do with myself today. No work so I can't occupy myself. Not getting paid until the end of the month so I can't really afford therapy. And I'm not getting my new insurance until February anyway.

 

Being horny?

Or maybe just wanting a bit more than a friend, but not an out and out relationship, which is all perfectly fine!

~

So today, I discovered I lost my wallet...Ug. It's not at all easy to replace all those IDs and stuff, but I'm 99% sure it's gone. Cancelled my debit card, my credit is too horrible to have credit cards, so this is finally a benefit. Main problem: How to get $ to get to work and eat, without being able to take $ out of the bank???? Hope I make it for the 7 to 10 days it takes them to send a new card.

 

I love this thread! You know, why am I stressing over relationships? I'm 15. I should be focused on other things. Ugh, 15 years old. Emphasis on Old. I feel old.