What are you thinking?

Well, I did it. I stayed up all night because I couldn't be bothered to go to bed. fml...

 

Eh? Bookreader isn't wrong, though. Depression can be beat. Pointless death is unbelievably frustrating. I kinda don't see the issue you guys have with this.

 

Fuck mental health ignorance

 

I guess I've simply lost the ability. I suppose before I can progress in anything, I need to conquer all of these issues. But where to start, and more importantly, how?

 

Ugh I can't fall back asleep!

 

Someone let the clown out of the box.

Now we're all screwed.

 

I assume you mean yourself?

 

That's the scary part- I don't.

 

It's up to you to stop him then.

 

.......Guys, I may or may not have let the clown out of the box.

 

I'm very happy for all of those I'm seeing recently on here taking the act of courage and coming out. Congratulations to you all; and while I may not know you personally, I'm proud of you!

 

today is the 18th day after being kicked out and disowned due to coming out to my family.
really missed them
is it really gonna get better from that point forward? i hope so

 

I'm really sorry that I am unable to give proper thoughts and advice to people in need. I really wish I could help, but I honestly don't know how to.

I lack needed experience, and I've just not been in the exact same boat to know how to help, along with the fact that I'm simply not confident in myself and my abilities to assist others in such serious matters, especially when they involve a life on the line.

I feel that I was, at one time, capable (or at least so I thought), of offering advice and help. But these days I seem to be at a total loss for words for anything anymore.

I really hope those who are in need can find the needed support and advice from people.

 

I'm having some serious regrets about posting my writing online here.

Like.


Why is everything I write so shitty. And why did I feel the need to share it?

 

If it's one thing I do know, people are their own worst critics.

I read a couple of your posts, and they weren't crappy. I have seen worse.
Keep reading, keep observing, keep writing and keep practicing. You'll get better at it.

Even if you feel that your writing is crappy, remember that everyone starts out somewhere, and everyone improves eventually as long as one keeps at it with diligence.

And in the meantime, don't regret too much about posting them. You've lost nothing from doing so. And in fact, posting them could allow for some great opportunities. Perhaps now would be the time to take advantage and ask for critiques on your writing, let this open doorways for you.

 

Why do I keep having dreams about hoarding things? Am I just a secret hoarder or something? Weird. Damn you confusing subconscious.

---------- Post added 15th Jan 2016 at 02:15 PM ----------

I often feel the same about what I write too. :eusa_doh:

 

Why most math other than Diffrentiation or indefinite integrals bore me?
:dry: I hate vectors.

 

Honestly, I just say what's on my mind on this thread. That's why it's called 'What are you thinking?' Almost close to 1,000 posts.

 

I just hate maths full stop. Aside from sudoku, if you can count that as maths. I've never really understood how anyone can enjoy it. It just seems like such an alien concept to me. (No offense ).

---------- Post added 15th Jan 2016 at 02:31 PM ----------

Also, someone turned the six upside down on the sixth floor, so it reads as a nine in this building I was in before. I thought it was just me seeing things when I came down from the seven floor. Had me going for a minute.

Also there's this sign up on the sixth (or should I say ninth ) floor that says "planet Earth is blue" yet for some reason the first time I saw it I read it as "Piggy blue Earth".

I don't even.... what is my mind? :eusa_doh:

 

The only shitty thing is that you think it (your literary artworks) suck. I am not a fan of reading but there's something in your word usage that makes me keep reading. <rolls eyes>