What are you thinking?

That is the same thing that my partner says...lol

 

I wonder if it's worth spending loads of money on lego storage boxes to be able to build a huge fortress I can hide in... (I already have a few)

 

Yesterday and today suck. PTSD sucks. Intrusive thoughts suck. Nightmares suck. It all sucks.

 

Life should be a neverending garden of daisies

 

It's been a week since I've not had bread. It sucks a bit but I'm also satiated with what I eat. I just had lunch at an Asian buffet and had two mid-rare steaks and broccoli and some fruit. It's really good. As long as I can swallow some meat I'm fine (not a gay joke :lol.

 

Anxiety attacks...ugh

 

“Berserk will now be published irregularly.” (╯°□°）╯︵ ┻━┻ !!!

Sidenote: My allergies are trying to kill me again.

 

Oh, Minecraft, thou art a cruel misstress.
Stealing all my sleep O.O

 

My German Shepherd has a tumor in her ear that has eaten away most of her eardrum in that ear, so she's probably now deaf in one of her ears. Not to mention the secondary infection in her ear we've been dealing with for months. She may have to have surgery to get it removed. I'm kind of thinking I won't own any more dogs once my monsters are gone. The death of pets isn't something I want to go through again, and I haven't even gone through it yet.

 

Why do I even bother going to school, learning stuff i'm not interested in and will never use in real life. We need some useful subjects to prepare us for life, not this. I don't want to go to college.

 

My friend cane out to me as bisexual i am so so so proud of him.

 

So... I bought myself a Resistol fur felt cowboy hat. My excuse is that it's rodeo season :lol:. It's been a while since I've had a hat.

Funny, my style seems to sway from "Western" to "preppy" and I think during rodeo season it's "preppy Western" :lol:.

 

Feel a bit sad right now, having talked with a few different people at work today about what's going on with me lately, though I don't feel depressed exactly. Just more... emotional than usual.

 

I feel lonely.

 

Sitting in starbucks, getting alone time. They are playing don't keep love around - troye sivan. I'm LIVING

Also, I didn't know how much of a sway I have in my walk till I saw it in the hotel gym earlier.....it's cute.

 

Making a Murderer is hard to watch :/

 

It is way too cold here in Ohio right now.. it appears that winter has finally arrived here.

 

I am in Ohio now. It is quite cold. Staying Inside all day today.

I enjoy my North Carolina weather

 

My teacher said there should be no limits on who can have guns because it will not be 100% effective.

Same reasoning can make them loose their job; they are not 100% effective at making me agree with them.


Also said it should be required to teach all about guns at school (said everyone should have 3-4 guns) and if anyone did not like guns "they would take care of that because they got it" (it is an issue if you only have one gun...), but everyone would still be required to shoot the gun, clean the gun, and know all about guns... What would not be required any more?!

 

I take it back, I could use another day off...