What are you thinking?

I've just been officially accepted to study law.

God, I'm happy.

 

Congrats

 

Congratulations!

 

Share it. I want to see it.

 

I went to school today and didn't get hit. Yay.

 

We have to do a mole project and relate it to something in the real world . I have no idea what to do at all.

 

Here you go: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mole_sauce

...I failed chemistry though so...

 

We have to create a mole problem using something from the real world and make a poster.

 

School starts tomorrow instead of today. Yay! I want red hair. Red hair would be awesome.

 

I really don't want to sound like a jerk but I was pretty peeved after trying for weeks to get a hold of customer support with a new company I tried out for printing, only for them to say something along the lines of "sorry everything was so slow, one of our staff members had a new baby." Okay, great. Babies are a big deal. I get it. But that doesn't mean the entire company (which I assume is comprised of more than a dozen people, considering they're owned by a larger parent company) needs to shut down for weeks on end. I ordered a product that was supposed to take, at most, five business days to process well over a month ago and I don't even get confirmation that the order is processing. What a bunk of hooey. Don't think I'll be recommending them in the future.

 

The "I should move to California and start over" thing is rearing its ugly head again.

 

My teacher has completely illogical reasoning:
Only people who have many guns that they use should be allowed to vote for more gun control.
Only meat eaters should say you shouldn't eat meat.

That can be flipped to make him not be able to say anything opposite...

 

I'm fucking tired of this. All my life, my mom's told me she thinks I have Aspergers. Never been diagnosed. Every mental health professional I've ever seen doesn't think I have it. I feel like I've been held back all my life. I've dealt with anxiety and shitty hearing all my life and supposedly it's all because I'm fucking Aspergers.

I can't relate to anything about Aspergers. None of the books, blogs, or anything relates to me or even sounds like me. If I tell my mother this, I'm just "in denial". It's just so fucking frustrating to have your mental health, your personality, and your learning struggles dismissed under something that's probably bunk.

 

almost forgot about Elle Milano, amazing band still

 

I can't I just can't

 

I cut my sister's hair. And I DIDN'T mess it up!!! Wow!

 

And I can't even find a doctor who will take my insurance. Only clinic in town that does won't accept new patients until February. I haven't been feeling well since Friday, I'm shitting blood, and that's the kind of answer I get? What's the point of having insurance if I'm treated like a fucking leper by every clinic and doctor in town?

 

Tomorrow's my birthday! I'm so excited, I just can't hide it!

 

"Why was I born into the wrong body? Was it perhaps to teach people something, a purpose of sorts?" Just had that thought waking up from a meditation-induced nap. I'm loving this stuff, I feel like I'm learning so much.