Hi there :)

To be honest, I'm such a beginner with these kind of sites that I have no idea how this one works, but hello to all of you. This is my story in a nutshell.

I've never really labeled myself, because I just didn't care about being straight or gay. I always knew I wasn't 100% straight, so my first relationship with a girl wasn't shocking, it was exciting. But last year I realized I was lying to myself. I pretended to be okay with the fact that I'm bixesual, but obviously it wasn't true becasuse no one knew about it. I was confused and my anxiety was kicking in. I have the greatest friends in the world, yet I never talked about the girls I met, and for almost five years I kept all my affairs with girls to myself. I fell in love with a boy so I thought my adventures with girls were done since I was just curious, and it was just a phase. Of course, it wasn't. As soon as I realized that I was able to fall in love with girl and love her just as much as I can love a boy I knew. So I came out to some of my friends, and now my anxiety is gone. Coming out is still in progress tho. :icon_bigg