To focused on being trans.

Hey, hi!
No, maybe? I was selfishly writing about myself, but if there's something in there that clicks with you, then maybe a part of me was connecting with a part of you... in a weird connecting way. I've been dealing with some confusion lately, and I'm still new to this feminine "side" of me that seems desperate for fresh air. I've spent most of my life so far attempting to bury all traces of my natural femininity, and now that it's asserting itself, I don't know what to do with it.

Last week I was feeling dysphoric for the first time (made a thread about it), but this week I'm a little more conservative. I don't want to swing too far, throwing away this long-term progress on loving and accepting my body, just because a feminine part of me is asserting itself and wants my body to be that way.