I think Might be going through a gay phase but maybe I'm just gay. I've always been rtmantically attracted to girls. When I had just started puberty I always watched straight porn but then one day I saw a picture of two men having sex and then I g a boner. Ever since I have always been getting gayer because I started to lose Intrested in straight porn then was only Intrested in Lezbian porn ( and denying I was gay). I was attracted to gay porn as Well but I forced my self not to watch it because I thought they gay part of me might go away. Sometimes I had to go on gay porn though but the more I did this the less I was Intrested in Lezbian porn. It soon becme obvious that I was gay (and in dought). There was one exception though. Through all this time,have always ways been romantically attracted to girls. (Since I accepted that I was gay, I had no more anxiety which I forgot to mention). Now I am sure I am gay but the fact that I am romantically attracted to girls made me wonder. It seems that I leave my sexuality at home because I forget I am gay at school and have crushes on girls but when I am asked out I remember that I am gay and cannot have a relation ship with a girl(which is depressing). So, am I gay, going through a phase or gay but heteromantic. PS. Sorry for essay of the last 2 years. PSS. I have always been differnt for example: play the piano and violin, dont like football (soccer), not competitiv amd I act a bit feminine. Also I have longer ring finger then index finger.which is a sign of lower testosteronlevels which is common amongst gay men.Sorry if those made you bored.
I don't think it matters, in the sense that if you like someone and want to go out with her/him, go ahead. If you like a girl and want to ask her out, that's fine. (Just remember to keep your academics in good condition.) You don't have to brand yourself as gay or straight. You have your entire life ahead of you; keep your options open. Also, being different doesn't mean anything in regards to sexuality. Your athleticism, hobbies, or finger lengths don't have any impact on whether you're gay or not. As you progress through life, you'll figure out who you are. Also, sexuality isn't something you forget; it's an inherent part of you. There is a difference between getting turned on by gay porn and being gay; I could hypothetically get turned on by straight porn but that doesn't make me straight. So in regards to your school situation, if you get asked out and want to go out, by all means feel free to go out with a girl. On a separate note, if anyone asks about your sexuality, 'I don't know' is a perfectly viable answer. If someone who you think will give you a hassle asks that question, just say you're straight; you can always change your answer later on.
Just because you find men attractive doesn't mean that you're gay. You just never hear men admit that another man is attractive. Primarily because that's completely against guy-code for straight males. If you are romantically and physically attracted to females, I can assure you that you're straight. I wouldn't go around announcing to people that you're into gay porn, but if you like it, watch it. If you're bi curious, try it out for yourself.
