What are you thinking?

I am going out of my fucking mind right now! I have seen what cannot be unseen! I have just witnessed an atrocity that I will carry to my grave! I have seen one of the worst piece o' shit anime I have ever seen in my life I am not kidding when I say it literally had me punching myself in the face to numb the pain from watching it! I don't want to have to describe what I have seen because I don't want to go to jail for being known to have watched it! It's that bad! It feels like I'll never feel the same way about anything again! Goodbye sanity! Bon voyage! Holy shit! Somebody please give me a lobotomy so I can forget everything I have just seen! :bang:

 

How is that bad?

 

How did this happen? How did we drift apart so easily when we were like sisters at some point?

 

That's how I felt after I saw the Bubsy the Cat pilot.

"What could paaaaawsobily go wrong?!"

Everything, Bubsy, everything...

 

You don't understand how much this anime is bad! All I can say is that it involves 12-year-old girls doing sexually explicit dances to transform into big-breasted New Guinean flower goddesses! It's so much worse than it sounds, and I know how bad it already does! I still feel dirty after having watched it! I've seriously had to beat my head in so hard it feels like I broke something doing it just to ease the agony from watching it! Please do not ever go looking for it, it will make you go insane just like it did to me! :tears:

 

Found a music player that looks a lot better than iTunes, but it seems like no programs besides iTunes can sync with an iPod so I guess I can't use it :icon_sad:

 

Because you're tired yet still can't fall back to sleep :/

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I hate the heat

 

Because it feels like this:

 

Fuck it's so hot in my bedroom, right now. I have 2 fans on in here and it should be ice cold, yet it feels like I'm laying on a bed of hot coals. I hate the summer for depriving me of good sleep like this. Why must I live in the south? I'd much prefer being Canadian at this point.

 

:icon_eek: Got a job interview tomorrow and I am not at all looking forward to it...
I have enough anxiety just existing and being nervous about this interview on top of it has got me all knotted up...

 

If it makes you feel better, it's 30 C and I'm sweating

 

I completely understand that. I am referring to the opposite. It is not that everyone should sacrifice the time to pursue higher education. It is that if you are going to sacrifice the time and the money why wouldn't you pick something that you are actually passionate about. Picking your studies or university strictly based on what you believe the financial gain will be is far from practical. The practical decision is to find something that you think will not leave you miserable for the rest of your life and use all available resources to find a way to mold a career out of it.

 

Boyfriend's mom: "We should make an organized effort to vote for Donald Trump. His stance on immigrants is amazing! Just because you're born here to some Mexican doesn't mean you deserve to live here!"

Oh lord help me... Screw you.

 

you watched fate stay night didn't you.

 

Winamp. It really whips the llama's.... And it can sync with an iPod or Android phone.
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Http://aww.winamp.com

 

I wish I weren't so filtered around my parents.

"Well other than that, how was your day at work?

Well other than that Mrs. Lincoln, how was the play?

 

Lol!

 

I have to turn off the radio because it is playing too much love songs :dry:

 

Instructors are contacting me about the fall semester that starts next week.

I drive back down to my apartment in four days.

It's getting too real.

 

Gah. We have friends over and they're actually pretty nice people. The problem is, I got weirdly anxious and I haven't left the office yet. I dunno why. There's really nothing for me to worry about but when new people are over, I still get really, really nervous. Lord help me, I need a Xanax.