What are you thinking?

I've just gotten into the shower with my glasses on. Have I just touched the bottom?

 

I wish my foot would feel normal again

 

Ugh, I hate math. Every time I see a question I just sit there confused and don't know what to do. This is why I am in summer school. I will never be able to understand math.

 

This is how I used to be and still am. It frustrates me when I look at a math problem for minutes on end without knowing how to do it. For what it's worth, this is coming from a math major so everyone, regardless of caliber, does the same thing. Don't beat yourself up so much.

 

Alcohol isn't good for me. Feeling very anxious days after drinking. Maybe it will be better tomorrow.

 

A family member of mine had this to say on Facebook:

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That pretty much sums up my social surroundings.
And why I don't talk to people anymore. :dead:

I fucking had to feel suicidal because I've never been able to be myself, I just cannot with people like this. I don't know how I'm going to navigate my family once I've come an even longer way in my healing and really start my life. And that was from the part of my family that I got along with the most! He also posted two more about Caitlyn Jenner and the word "bi", which I will spare you.

 

I can't be the only one who does this:

Most people make mistakes after recently having a birthday, but its like....I wasn't even recently seventeen...

 

^ Sometimes, when browsing member profiles/dating site profiles/other profiles, I'm like "ah I'm not that much older than them" when they're 20-21, until a while later when I realise that I'm a fucking fossil.

I still pretend to be 21 sometimes when friends ask about my age though. It's fun when they believe it.

 

I am thinking Jeff Seid is a narcissist with a nice taste for music:

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I finally got a hold of the imaging place. After 5+ days of trying to get a hold of someone, finally got someone and found out that they don't even take my insurance. What a waste of time and I'm still in loads of pain.

 

I've got Gatorade, but no way to get vodka.

 

You have my sympathies. Eating alone sucks, been there done that (*hug*)

 

Yep, I am done with math. Absolutely Done. Did a Pre-test online for summer school and got a 50. Did a practice test on the Topic and also got a 50. Math hates me an I hate math. I am really trying my hardest to pass this and get through this but I don't seem to understand it. I have had Math Support in Middle School, Tutor, and after school teacher help this past year and yet I am still getting low grades.

 

I don't know... that's sort of the fun thing about it. Easy to say in hindsight, but it feels like you actually have to think and work to solve a problem, unlike English, where you can basically BS your way through a paper the night before.

If there's one thing my Trig teacher said that stuck with me, it's probably, "Whatever you do, don't do nothing!"

I personally think our culture, which shames those who enjoy and/or are good at math (it's uncool, you have to be a genius to succeed), and how it's taught in the classroom, are why so many American kids dread it. Compared to other subjects, it's pretty unique, so unless you're scientifically minded, it can come as something of a shock.

A hard earned B or C is something I valued over an easy A. That's probably why Engineering majors tend to have lower GPAs and take a longer time to earn their degrees. Really, it takes a certain mindset and demands time, patience, respect (maybe even love)... What can I say? After repeating Algebra countless times, it grew on me (still not my favorite, but more of an acquired taste.

 

Is it bad that I want a bad boy who has a motorcycle and skips class all the time? I'm such a good girl, why would I want that???

 

I don't normally buy they ESPN magazine, but this year's body issue includes KEVIN LOVE. Also, Tyler Seguin. Also, the Colts O-line. And Bryce Harper.

 

Taken from Paoloregel B. Samonte's Valedictory address during the University of the Philippines - Los Baños Commencement Exercises 2015



This made paused for a while and wonder, "how great will the community will be if we, LGBT+ folks, are accepted and isnt discriminated."

 

I'd rather be playing Pokemon right now than working. Actually, I'd rather be licking my desk or eating paper.

 

I should probably go down to the kitchen and clean it before things start to smell. one mor cigarette ....