What gets you emotional(crying)

Whenever I think of someone struggling with suicidal thoughts I can't help it.

 

When people do nice things for eachother.
Thought of loved ones hurting.
Really sad movie scenes, like In interstellar the scenes with his daughter...I just can't :tears:

 

I was watching a very sweet movie called Boys and I had random tears flowing out my right eye...really weird. They were happy tears because the track theme, the need for competence, and overall, doing what makes me happy because I don't ever want to be a coward were all relevant to me.:icon_redf

 

When people know that you're gay, or that your grandmother passed, or that you were suicidal at one point, or that you've got mental health problems, and you're inconsiderate enough to make jokes about it. Not all of those are me, by the way. Just some things I've noticed in my class. Some people can't be nice.

 

Basically any vaguely emotional film or TV. I'm a sucker for goodbyes. Or the LGBT episode of Reggie Yates extreme Russia documentary, that was a hard watch.
Other things like after spending a lot of time with my straight crush(als a good friend:/) and knowing it ain't gonna happen, and the time my friends went to the coast and forgot me, or when they went to center parcs for a weekend and I didnt get invited and then found out accidentaly a week before because someone mentioned it in the wrong group chat:/

 

Somedays I just wake up feeling really fragile for no reason, then I cry at just about anything.

Also Safe and Sound from the hunger games soundtrack https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RzhAS_GnJIc

 

Thinking of the past relationsHip I was in and how I wish it would have gone differently, stress, being overwhelmed with everything I have to do

 

seeing my friends upset
my beloved Nottingham Forrest loosing
loss of a pet

 

That overwhelming feeling of something ending. That's usually what gets me.

 

The one bullying spot by the ad council I saw with the boy describing how he was bullied. It really triggered me because I was that little boy. But really everything right now, I really don't know how I can survive with all I am up against much longer.

 

i hate that i flinch whenever anyone raises their voice even a little bit

i hate that i panic when anyone even pretends to be angry

i hate that my heart races when someone so much as frowns at me

i hate it i hate it i hate it

 

Just watched that...And I felt angry, upset, sad and I cried.

 

What gets me crying (negatively) is thinking about my deceased relatives, people committing suicide, my friends or family being sad, physical and emotional pain, sometimes social dysphoria.
What gets my crying (happy tears) is a seeing someone succeed, seeing my niece and nephew run up to me and hug me or seeing them just do kid things, seeing other people's dreams come true or just people around me being happy.

 

thinking about coming out

 

love.....

 

- When I'm incredibly angry.
- When people go out of their way to help others.
- When someone is suffering a great deal.
- A book or movie that captures the scarifice, joy, and grief inherit with loving someone deeply.
- Feeling like I've let someone down.

 

Feeling (societally induced) inferiority as a cis gendered female body.
I've tried to prove many of them wrong.

"Periods are a curse" (they don't have to be we just don't eat right or exercise anymore and that makes cramps)

"You can't pee standing" (yes I can just pull apart and up; besides many cis men can't- foreskin shape, pee hole shape, small penis, other factors)

"Women are more emotional" (no, it's because we get treated worse we get more upset)

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Also my friend who I fell in love with without telling him stopped talking to me because when he told me vague things about killing himself if not for his and sister I told his family because I was worried and he got mad because they freaked out. I love him.

 

Feeling that I will never find my other half, that I will never overcome mental issues.

 

if it makes you feel better, I support fulham :tears::lol:

 

For me, its whenever my parents force me to wear girl's clothes when I've told them time and time again that I'm transgender and that I want to wear guy's clothes. This leads to her yelling at me in the store though, which makes me cry harder, no matter how I try to keep my composure.