What Do You Lack?

I lack social-skills. Not confidence, per se, but rather the will to go out and talk to strangers and whatnot. I'm completely able to talk to someone whom i dont know very well, but i usually cockup, and weird people out or something like that. So, i just dont like to go out to parties or anything like that. If i can obtain social-skills...? I'm not sure. I dont want to pretend to be someone im not in social situations, just so i can be thought of as your average person who is an extrovert or whatever.

 

Money
A social life
A better guitar
Cheese
More amps
More small and hard plectrums
A slide
More guitar choice
A bigger room
A larger synthesiser
(Warning! Cheese alert!) love
A job
A computer

I could go on. Most of these require more money.

 

Yeah, basically this. My trouble with conversations and other social situations really impairs me...

Either this, or my lack of bravery. I cry so easily and it causes many problems. I'm afraid of so many things. School, strangers, new things...

 

Social ability, confidence, money, self-esteem, motivation, people I like, hope and faith, friends, intelligence and knowledge of normal things, future prospects.

Basically, I am not in the best of situations at all. :lol:

 

Patience. I need everything now, and when things take a while, I get angry.

 

I surely lack regulation. I often feel like I can't force myself to do anything, which gets in the way of having goals and being good at things. I get half-way to "skillful" at something and then give up because I couldn't be bothered, usually. :lol:

 

Ambition
Confidence
Patience
Intimacy
Money

 

I feel like I lack 'a life'. I don't feel very productive since I don't work, have school, or have friends outside the internet.

Personality wise...I lack, well...calm-ness? I'm always anxious and I hate it.

 

Money
Patience
Social Skills

 

Patience and motivation sadly, I am a very impatient person and my friends know this, I get very frustrated when I'm feeling this way. Motivation is harder to deal with, it makes me not want to continue schooling and work, things I need to do and I've had it since College. I don't think there is a way to overcome these things, I think it is just something I need to push through. I try to be more patient with people, but it is a little difficult.

 

Calm. There is a fire within me and it wants out. I easily get angry and when I go, I fucking go.

 

Drive

 

Dosh and free time.

That's about it.

 

Motivation

 

oh and, on a lighter note, i lack enough musical items x)

 

That's just the worst of 'em all, isn't it? :icon_bigg

 

The correct body, which is unattainable, unless science (and society in retrospect) progress, and I would need $$$ for that, too, so it's probably never going to happen. It feels kind of hopeless that I'm going to die in this piece of shit body I never asked for in the first place, but that's life. Which sucks sometimes, and not in the fun way.

I'd say my confidence has increased lately but I could always use more. I think I lack tenacity if anything, same with patience. I'm sure with some more therapy and medication I'll come close enough to that ideal.

 

Fashion sense. Totally.