Small Victories

I bought a lot of new clothes for the coming semester, and they're really helping me pass.

 

spent the entire day like this yesterday, changing from work type clothes for my outside chores complete with my breast forms, to girly for the evening. this is how it's supposed to be.

 

13 days!!!!!

 

THE LADY AT THE PIZZA PLACE CALLED ME SIR. THE LADY AT THE PIZZA PLACE CALLED ME SIR. hehehhehe
I finally worked up the courage to bind in public today. I made a binder using and old sports bra and stretchy gym pants. It doesn't bind as good as an actual binder but I guess it worked! I almost broke down and cried tears of joy in the middle of the restaurant, this is the first time in years YEARS that some has called me by male pronouns.

 

Managed to find my old sports bra (in my sister's room) and wore it as a binder under my shirt in the safety of my room. Almost cried from how good it felt to finally appear a little more masculine

 

I got called sir once at a restraunt. I would much rather be called sir than ma'am.

 

My mom and I were at the store and she saw a friend and introduced me as her daughter. Mind you I am genderfluid/trans ftm and she just stared at me for a minute and turned to my mom and said, "thats your daughter? She's very, um... Cute?" she was flustered because I look like a guy XD
The lady who worked there that I was next to was smiling, and I was all "I'll take cute, but I'd rather be called handsome." and she grinned.

 

I really wish I'd get called ma'am more often.

 

Well, How ya doing today, Ma'am?

 

Yes, how is my favorite sister?

 

i cant tell you how validating this feels to me right now. (*hug*)

 

Tired of work.

But other than that, I'm actually kinda happy I have an online family.

 

Xd the thread blew up

 

Maybe I'll know soon too!

 

(*hug*)

---------- Post added 28th Dec 2016 at 10:42 PM ----------

you'll get there hun(*hug*)

 

Got to dress really masculine today. Except for a purse but I have no wallet to carry. I need to get one.

I'm about to go out in to public like this, so I'm really anxious. But, I'm sure it'll go well and I'll feel much better about myself.

 

Boxing Day, went onto the New Look website, ordered a dress, some leggings, a choker, and a cute jacket.

ohmygodohmygodohmygod

 

Awesome for you! I'm so happy for you!

Also, I'm going to this dance thing my friend roped me in for. I'm going as a dude! So exited to finally wear my new button up. You don't know how happy I was to finally buy a whole set of guys deodorant, body spray, shampoo, and body wash.