Small Victories

very cool

 

Now hopefully I get some actual estrogen soon, and not jut have to take blockers for months....

 

I did a live stream on Instagram and my voice and the pink walls probably confused the person but they said that I look like a dude! I've been noticing that I'm looking more masculine recently and my mannerisms are becoming less feminine; yay!
I've also been called Seth a good few times recently!

 

My giant health scare turned out to be nothing but massive constipation. It's not something hugely serious that will interfere with me starting my transition! I was so depressed the last few days, I thought for sure it was something serious that would keep me from getting HRT. I'm way relieved.

 

you can't attach them to your skin as they are made of foam and covered with fabric, but I believe the webpage does say you can pin them in clothes.

 

When the physical training for 6 months finally starts to show and you can look at yourself in the mirror for once without a grimace.

Though in all seriousness, it takes entirely too long to build muscle when I only have 1/10 of the testosterone cis-guys have. But that is no matter... I'm still going to look hotter than them.

 

Spoke to my step grandad today. He vocalised his support. He doesn't understand fully but he wants me to be happy. I wish my mother was as enlightened.

 

I read old diary entries and got overwhelmed with how far I've come in the last three months. So this is to everybody who's confused about gender or sexuality: There'll come a time when you'll understand and accept yourself. Don't give up!

 

Had my first Christmas without being misgendered. Only because I wasn't around my family at all.

 

Oh man, oh man, oh man.

So I've had hormones to pick up at the pharmacy, but I was told not to take them until I had frozen down some sperm since I wanted to do that and that the waiting time for that can be months. So today I decided to take that bullet and call to make an appointment for it and they were just like "Yeah, sure! How about tomorrow?"

With other words, I can start HRT tomorrow.

 

YAY! (*hug*)

 

now that's a Happy New Year.

 

When your aunt calls you handsome and your mom glares at your aunt like she wants to burn her

 

Yeah! Suck my dick, biology. While you still can.

 

My friend is ordering me a binder I don't know when I'll get it since I don't see her that often but hopefully before March

 

sitting here in a cute skirt, one of my new tops, full make up and wig. feels so freaking amazing, so right

 

I decided for sure on my name. Emily it is!

 

hi Emily, im Sarah.:smilewave

 

Hi Emily, I'm Brooke!