What are you thinking?

You gonna be fine mate ? You seem to be quite depressed :/

 

It does get annoying after a while, doesn't it?

 

*Panicking*

It is times like this when I question how badly I want these degrees...

 

Got my bandanas today.
- I put one in a little bag to preserve it for when the other gets to old and the other one I rinsed out quick with cold water in attempt to make the fabric less stiff, it is currently drying. Hope it helps.

 

Just remembered we were supposed to meet up this weekend. Is that still supposed to happen? I don't think I can do that yet. And I don't want that awkward thing that we've already talked about to be brought up. I know I can't do that yet. For the millionth time I wish I'd never said anything.

 

I find the act of being offended by double-spacing between sentences to be offensive.

 

A skirt with pockets, you say? Must start looking... Closest I've got to that are my utilikilts.....

 

I'm thinking about the last time I made a mistake. I replay things that I did wrong in my head over and over until it actually hurts.

 

If I had a dollar for every post I've discarded out of fear of judgement, I could buy that skateboard I want...

 

I am fairly certain that the last time I spoke about playing the piano is was about failing horribly once I reached third movement of moonlight sonota. Actually, I am pretty sure that I gave this exact video as an example of it. Every once and a while it keeps finding its way to the top of my Youtube recommended videos. Shading me and my rusty fingers every time.

Spoiler

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It is not even that difficult of a piece and it has become my nemesis. (Mainly because I'm too lazy and haven't practiced in like a year. But that is besides the point.)

 

It's always funny when friends hijack your Facebook post. :lol:

 

I feel sort of disbelieving on how easily someone can come into and out of your life. I have met four people on a chat site I still think about, yet never talk to. One had been suicidal, another had disappeared during our conversation, another was struggling with PTSD, and the last had been struggling with their gender identity, harboring so much hatred because they were transgender.

Where are they?
How are they?

And the people on EC, like gayaxolotl, Oddish, Brody? I barely spoke to them, yet, I found myself wondering.

What are they doing?

I don't know, and I will probably never know. It wouldn't be my business anyway.

But... it's still mystifying. So many stories packed a place that seems so small.

 

Cucumber slices are supposed to help dark circles under the eyes yes? So how is that I apparently look WORSE after using them?!

I live in an area where you can frequently smell it. My mother hates the odour, I don't mind it myself (and I'd take the smell of marijuana over that of cigarettes any day, especially being a migraine sufferer) but I imagine it would become unpleasant if was around ALL the time. My dad and his wife used to know this woman whose kids and their friends were CONSTANTLY smoking it, their house was filled with thick smoke and I'm not exaggerating when I say you could smell it coming up their street. How they were not raided I don't know.

 

Mmhm that natural high from coming out is getting addictive.

 

Just going to lay in bed and cry. Goodnight

 

If it's some lowly cheap-ass butt weed, absolutely. Good weed smells like fine earthy piney fragrant air freshener. Potpourri. Essence of love and purity. One of the all time bestest smells. I get a little nosegasm whenever I take a whiff of some good dank bud.

But yes. Butt weed smells like a billion butts caked into the cracks of your neighbor's walls. Grody.

 

I want to cut so bad. I don't know what to do...

 

I like Fifth Harmony, but this video just made me love them even more! They're supportive of the trans* community which is great

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It's an awesome feeling.

 

My mom just gave me Panda socks, she's the best. <333
- This makes #3 pair of Panda socks.