What are you thinking?

Haha! That was awesome. Doing the same thing.

 

3 AM isn't that late... I have gone chunks of three or four days falling asleep at three because of EC... And IV breeding... So many froakies... Only one has 5 iv's...

 

Work sucked six ways to Sunday

 

I'm so glad this week has only 12 hours of work left instead of 32. Yay for Christmas.

 

Inventorying the entire store at work tonight... Well I chose a fun Monday to work.

 

I hate how my mom is so controlling of everything that I do. She thinks that I try to be sly and secretive with everything when in truth I just want my own privacy, like any human being would want :dry:

 

I don't know if it's because I look tired today, or if my personality is giving off a reserved vibe, or if people are just being assholes today, 'cause I've had two doors nearly closed in my face, someone cut me in line at a coffeehouse, and a rather indolent barista completely ignore me the first time I ordered something, and acted nonchalant about it. The ever living fuck. Today is clearly not my day...

 

Once I started passing better, people starting being jerks with me. Women would always cut me off while waiting for the bus, I had people stop holding doors for me, and it was awesome! Well, not really when you think about it but I liked to think people were just being jerks because I was read as male.

 

Hope this sore throat goes away before Christmas

 

I want a cigarette so bad but my nosy family would be curious as to why I'm going outside in the dark...

 

Hang in There: The 25-Year Wait for Immortality

I read this today, thought it was kinda interesting.

 

Right now I'm thinking... I am madly and deeply in love with Neko Case.

But I'm also old enough to realize that this too shall pass.

sigh.

Erica

 

What the fuck kind of people criticize you for being sick? Especially since THEY were the ones that go you sick???!!!! Goodness gracious, my mother needs to see a therapist. :lol:

 

Had a good time with my friend this evening, though wish we spent more time together. Gonna have to try doing so before they go back for the Spring semester. In addition, still ambivalent on what my feelings for them are but starting to think maybe I should bite the bullet and ask them out....

Even if we do so, it wouldn't be a sign of commitment. Afterall, don't think anything would be lost and at the least would have a good time getting to know each other better. Still unsure, though.

 

Saying something can't be predicted, only for that to be met with "tell me exactly what would happen that you can't predict" is a very confusing discussion to have, or at least infuriating.

 

"How dare your immune system get all whacked out, son! Why couldn't you live in a plastic, sterile ball like a good boy. God! I have to do everything around here!"

 

I track my calories for my diet and I still can eat 1,700 calories for the day, yet I don't want to eat anything. I'm hungry, but I don't want to eat.

 

I need to take a vacation.

But I don't want to go alone... I need a vacation date, pronto!

 

It's winter break but I'm still working on things.... Netflix isn't even calling me right now...