No. It happened again just now. I saw a guys face on facebook and felt this feeling in ym groin and now my anxiety is peaking again. I have to be gay
It's admirable you get even semi hard with a girl considering all the stress you're under. Idk Eric, maybe try to google for "fear and arousal"... I'm sorry I can't help more. (*hug*)
No its not a homophobic country but I dont know any gay people personally. I get a sudden jolt of shock/arousal when I see a guy especially if I wasnt expecting it. If It is arousal I must be gay right?
That's what I thought too. I've been bouncing back between straight/gay/bi, but I feels as if I can't be identified as gay, or else girls wouldn't arouse me at all (and I'm talking about in real life here). I've had toughts about doing sexual things with older me (40+) since I was 10, yet I don't seem to get an emotional attachment to them, no matter how long I hang out with them. Doesn't seem like I'm 100% gay, does it? Do you ever question why are you aroused by men? I've questioned this too, and I honestly don't know. I'm so fucking confused. When I was little, and even now, I never had a feeling where I was attracted to guy to the point where I want to be in a relationship with him. Even if society labeled it as wrong, I would still be fully aware of these feelings, and then try to surprise them. Does it start with sexual arousal, and then emotional? Or is it the other way around...