What are you thinking?

Now I know why I fell out of love with you. Yes, you're cute, but your personality is not really up to par. :dry:

 

Emotionally exhausted, I just want to crawl into bed and stay there. Unfortunately I have work tomorrow, work might be a good thing though.

 

i feel like a butt lately. i am sorry. i am on a mental upswing though, i get real excited to do a bunch of things and i do some not all but i am excited about them regardless. i am simultaneously stressed out but not caring about it, like i dont focus on it, but on the things i am excited about. but i have to make sure i don't bomb my classes, which is hard because i am caring less, but i am responsible enough to make myself pass. but i feel good? for now. in a few hours that might change but i know tomorrow it will be more excitement to do stuff again, even if i dont get to do them. i feel good!!!! i am losing a lot of sleep, trying to do the things i am excited to do, but it's okay!!!

so i am sorry for being a rude butt, i didn't mean it and i apologize

 

Oh, I got over four thousand posts without realising it.

 

Has had a lovely morning shopping and going to max brenner, need to rest my knee now though.

 

i still feel robbed, but i feel better i guess.

but i can't help be feel worried about the gender marker shit. like i just don't understand why they didn't change it.

like this betta not turn into a big thing. i should just be able to call and have them fuckin do it this time and i guess ask for proof? that;s what my bro told me to do

 

Thinking if I should start a Drag Queen fan page of myself or not. I don't know if I would get many likes or views, seeing as how I don't actually do anything. I'm also a bit worried about the backlash I may get but I really want to start doing it. I know that I'm not exactly transitioned yet but my passion to be a Drag Queen is fairly strong and it's something that I feel the need to express.

 

Follow your intuition and your heart, mine usually never steers me wrong

 

Regular-season baseball? Meh, I'll catch a Mariners game here and there, if nothing interesting is on. Or if Felix is pitching. Mostly boring though.


Post-season baseball? I'm hooked. Can't take my eyes off it. If I'm awake and it's on, I'm watching it.


....???

 

First appointment with a gender therapist next week.

I'm kinda excited

 

I'm ready for hockey season. Go Devils.

 

Damn, my knee is aching now, did too much walking.

 

Could really use some coffee atm...

 

*hands you tea*

Coffee is bad for you!

I'm thinking that i should probably go out today and try and cheer up, it's a really ...ehm...yeah it's a shitty day but maybe i should go out nevertheless.

 

Lies. Coffee is fantastic.


Just ask Quem!



*drinks the offered tea anyway since there's nothing else to drink*
(except for alcohol, but I have work in a few hours :lol.

 

I'm wondering if the charter school I went to from Kindergarten through 8th grade would still have my records. I'd kind of like to see them.

 

Weekend, finally. It's been far too long.

 

I dropped my iPad on my face. It hurts.

 

I really hope my sister doesn't convince my dad not to do Rocky Horror this year. Going with him last year was so fun!

Or better yet I should convince her to come to Rocky Horror! :lol:

 

Mmm... Coffee..

Ouch! Hope you're doing alright!