(Cliche) In love with friend

I'm so sorry for keeping everyone in the dark for the last couple of months. But everything has just been so hectic for me. I will try to fill in any blanks!

First things first; I came to all my other close friends. To my utter shock, they were all actually surprised (and all very supportive!). The surprise was a shock though. I'm a guy who has always been openly a little stereotypically feminine, but apparently no one guessed. Next step; tell parents, but I know that they'll make a big deal out of it.

I have started seeing someone. He is the friend of a friend of a friend. He is one of the hottest guys I've ever met, with an absolutely gorgeous face and a smoking body. We've been going out for a month now. We are very close physically and emotionally. I started seeing him after being introduced by a friend who was fed up with me moping around. I'm happy.

But I feel guilty. I still have feelings for my other friend. I might even still love him. But I wouldn't betray my boyfriend (I love being able to say that!) by acting on them. My other friend had been seeing someone else for the last couple of months. This other person broke it off last week.

Even beyond the issues of fidelity (being faithful is still something I take seriously), I don't know if I would risk taking another step with my friend. Our friendship is in a REALLY good place right now.

My life really is quite convoluted... Anyway, that's my love life for the last couple of months.

---------- Post added 15th Nov 2014 at 12:38 AM ----------

Yes! You're the first person to make the link. It's my favourite song as well (tied with Dreams and the Stevie Nicks demo of The Chain).

 

Sooooo... I just broke up with my boyfriend. I think. I didn't actually tell him I was breaking up, I just walked away. Apparently he has been seeing not one but two guys on the side.