What was your first same-sex crush's name?

I was 13
Her name was Heather
It was at camp
I thought she was the hottest creature who ever existed

 

My first emotional crush was when I was about seven. Her name was Miyu. My first physical crush was on a girl named Erin in the sixth grade.

 

Jenny. She was so sweet and had a beautiful smile.

 

I actually forgot. I was in 5th grade. He had blond short curly hair and played soccer. That's all I remember. Now I need to find the old yearbooks and find out his name. I'm really bad with names.

 

His name was Sam...

 

Carlo. A straight guy.

 

I think his name was Kyle. I was eight or something and very confused.

 

only had a real crush on one guy, his name was decarlos and he was my second boyfriend.

 

Her name was Juliet and she was so beautiful. I was in seventh grade and she was in eight grade and even had a boyfriend.

 

Mitchell

 

First of all: I really think this thread is the cutest thing in a long time! :icon_bigg

And my first crush was a guy named Nicholas, though he went (still goes) by Nick.

We met way back in 8th grade when we were 14. He was new in school and it took me all of 10 seconds to develop a crush that would last throughout highschool (with withdrawal symptoms for a few years afterwards).
I wouldn't say we were close, but we did get along pretty well. I never really befriended him better because the feelings scared me, though.

What also didn't help was that my mom taught in the same school and he was one of her favourite students of all time. Coming home lovesick (or with improper thoughts after gym practice ) and then having my mom rave over "how nice and friendly and well-behaved and smart your friend Nick is!" was occasionally hard to deal with.

I'm well over him now, though, and while it has been years since we last talked, we always did have fun talking when bumping into each other. I hear he has a wife and kids now, and I honestly hope he'll continue to do well in life!

 

Sixth grade, I had this huge crush on my locker buddy Jared. He was so kind but I don't think he really liked me being around him.

 

Someone called Simon

 

Someone on TV was my first crush, I don't really remember her name, but she was a not very famous actress. My first proper crush was about 2 years ago on a girl called Katie Rose and she was absolutely beautiful.

 

Sigh. So many. Sexually, my first lusting crush was toward Jason, my best friends boyfriend. She used to share all the sexual details of their relationship with me, and I was so fucking jealous of her. I used to fantasize about him all the time.

Then there was Billy. He was on the football and basketball team, and he went out of his way to be so nice to me. He was one of the few people who did. Not only was he hot, but he was the first guy I fantasized about having a romantic relationship with.

This song always reminds me of Billy and it makes me smile.

Then there was Brian. Sigh. Brian. We actually never really spoke much, I was way to terrified for that, but from the moment I saw him he took my breath away. Perfect kissable lips, so shy and unsure of himself, and I was falling for him like... madly falling for him. The type of feelings of him just talking to you made it difficult to speak, think, or even breathe. I actually became friends with his girlfriend for almost stalker-ish motives... mostly because I wanted to know more about him, so I could fuel the fantasies that I was having of us both together. I actually learned that she suspected that he might be gay because he wasn't interested in sex with her and never wanted to kiss her. Ugghh... I so wish I had more guts back then to try and pursue something.

But, I had so much shit going on with my life at the time, there wasn't room enough for him in my emotional cesspool anyway. Things didn't end too well for him either. The last I saw him his drug dealer showed up at school and started to beat him up because he wasn't paying the money he owed. He then got suspended because the Principle found drugs in his backpack.

...so, in the end, I suppose it was for the best.

 

Angelo. I wonder what became of him. It's been over almost ten years since I last saw him.

 

William

 

Katja. Not. Good. Don't get a crush on your friend. DID NOT GO WELL.

 

I was eleven and her name was McKayla.

 

Mr. Shreck
He's my school's principle, and my first legitimate crush.