Anyone you terriblymiss or would love to be with right now?

I miss my brother. We've always been really close and understood each other better than most. We live on opposite ends of the country now, and if I'm lucky I get to see him once a year. But not this year. He couldn't make it for Christmas, and we can't afford to visit him.

 

There's nobody I miss that much. I just feel really bad for my cousin who lost one of his best friends last week.

 

As for whom I miss: I miss my grandmother. She died when I was 11. I don't think anyone ever made me feel loved and wanted like she did. She put up with too much shit from her ungrateful children and her idiotic and neglectful husband. She deserved a better life.

As for whom I'd love to be with right now: A few people. In particular, a few good friends. Three of them live in Canada, two live in the Midwestern United States, one lives in New York, and two live in Portugal.

There's also this amazing guy...I want to be with him so much right now.

 

My fiancee, my sort-of-ex Anya, and this girl I met recently named Irene. I love my fiancee and Anya, and I really like Irene. Being with any of them right now would be amazing.

 

My mum. She isn't dead but brain severeley brain damaged. I'd like to have her back the way she was. She dosen't really know who I am anymore.

 

My example is my grandmother who I was very close to before she suddenly died of a massive heart attack in August last year. Her death sent shockwaves through the family. When I first heard about it (I was at college when it happened), I didn't know how to react. But, later that night, the sheer gravity of it all hit me like a fucking train, and I just shattered. I was inconsolable for a week. The funeral was even worse. Sometimes, I can't get my head around the fact that she's gone, but I take comfort in the fact that she's in a better place now. Not a day goes by without me thinking about her.

Sorry for the long post, just needed to vent.

 

My Boyfriend, He's out of town at the moment he will be back in a few weeks D: I hope he's
back before Christmas.

 

yes my aunty J0 dads older sister she died of cancer when I was 15 . broke my dads heart when she died .

 

I would very much like to be reunited with a friend who just left town the other day.

 

My God sister, she took her life around a year ago. Miss her so much. She was the only person I felt I could speak to about how I feel
She deserved so much more
Love you <3

 

I miss my Mom. She passed away in January. I would give anything to talk to her again, we weren't always the closest but before she passed we were talking everyday. Which was funny because I hate and she hated talking on the phone. We used to skype almost everyday for months until she got sicker and went to the hospital. I thought I would have been ready for this. I haven been preparing for her death for a long time. She was sick my entire life, and was only getting worse, but I wasn't ready, I wasn't.

 

Right now, just my partner who is 1000 miles away. I have no one else to really miss other than him as far as the living go.

If we're talking about the dead, then the only person I can think of is someone I used to message all the time when I was a kid. I don't know what her medical history was, but she just slipped away one day. I still remember the day I got online after school and heard the news.

 

I would give ten years of my life to have my wife here in my bed with me tonight.

 

There is a guy, but I am conflicted on whether I would want to see him again or not.

 

Yeah.... my sister. I miss her so.

And my childhood/adolescent best friend... who I was in love with.

 

Someone I don't know yet.
I just desire a romantic relationship.
It kinda sucks..