What Are You Thinking?

I've never seen a soccer game with Theo Walcott where he hasn't been injured...

 

This weekend has been tough! I'm now out to four family members, and, although I have stunningly had no negative reactions, the experience is so stressful and draining that I'm pretty sure I never want to come out to anybody face to face ever again.

 

Oh, so it's going to be one of those days. That's fine. I don't want to be happy anyway. Ugh...

 

Just been reading the darwin awards site. Some of them are hilarious.

 

OMG. Never seen anything like Juste une question d'amour since Beautiful Thing. O_O Where are the good movies like these?

 

That's it. When I've lost my father, she still thinks it's within her reason to distract from my grief and force me to worry about appeasing her.

I'm done living in fear of my mother. I'm moving out of her house as soon as it's possible. I'm not letting her define my life or my gender any longer. If she wants me in her life, she'll accept me as her son or lose me.

 

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I don't know how to move me and all my pets 5 hours away. Nor do I know how to tell my parents that I'm going and they may not see me again

 

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As I stand victories of the banana and sprite challenge my opponent is in the bathroom hugging the toilet! Challenge one complete! Cinnamon challenge accepted.. (the trick with the banana n sprite challenge is to burp. )

 

Why do certain people still try to press my buttons? At least they dont know what buttons to press anymore Shame eh?

 

I need to move
I never want to see my parents again
I want to kill myself
What's the point in continuing to live when killing myself would be so much better

 

"Nothing, but death can keep me from it!"

Only three more hours of this audiobook to power through. The first half was very intriguing, but the middle is quite uneventful in comparison. I've already seen the movie adaptation of the book so I know things pick up; I just have press on.

 

Hola all..it's been a while since I've posted. Super busy. Moving into a bigger apartment at the moment and I also just got a new car today: 2011 Dodge Avenger that's fully loaded. Heated leather seats, a DVD player in the dash..electronic everything, chrome rims, the works..it's amazing. Work is going well, boyfriend and I are closer than ever. I seriously have not a single complaint in life these days. Just busy all around and I'm enjoying it. Pretty great. ^_^

 

I'm in the chatroom EVERYONE COME JOIN ME PLZ.

 

Grammar. It is important. I don't need you to be prefect, but please, at least try.

 

Worst feeling ever. Been there.

 

Been there too.

 

This song breaks me.

[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a_ardjeNEk4[/YOUTUBE]

 

It was a really bad idea to stay the night at my ex's on NYE. All kinds of feelings have come back and he says it means nothing that we had sex and that it was just the alcohol. Even if it did, I know it will never work out (due to both internal as external factors, such as my best friend being his ex) and I told him that hoping it would help me get rid of the feelings but nope.

We were cuddling all night and I don't know why but it felt so right. Until the next morning when it was like yeah no, this means nothing and stays between us.

Mixed feelings everywhere.