QUICK! get out of the celler! (i know it's spelled wrong, celler is the latin word for quick) ego credo (i believe)
[youtube]f9Wf46tLonM[/youtube] Annie where have you been the past few years and how could I forget about you
Well me and tht guy are definately over, finito for good. Simply a case of it not being the right time for anything to work. I also decided i will behave on nights out from now on, no more silliness... or so i say now
wow i'm so impatient X_X she so obviously doesn't want to talk to me but i try anyway X_X i don't think i even love her anymore, why am i doing this X_X
Maybe it's because I'm an overbearing perfectionist, but lately I have really truly felt that my family relies on me too much than is wise. I am annoyingly domineering and bossy. So much so that if I were cloned I'd probably want to shoot myself in the face constantly. Hmm.
I had a trans* moment So I loved BLT (Brave Little Toaster) and Blues Clues. And my favorite characters were the ones who's gender was ambiguous: In BLT's case, it was Toaster's, and in Blue's Clues (until Steve revealed it), it was Blue. I later on liked Steve more because he was really funny. But I also loved Shovel and Pail (and Slippery Soap) because of their ambiguous gender... Wow... No wonder I liked Blues Clues XD It wasn't the "3 clues" thing. It was gender. How did I not see that coming?
^ Blue is a female. And Apparently Magenta is a guy. Steve has actually referred to Blue as "Her" when referring to her pawprints or when asking about her location. Oh, you also might like to know that Periwinkle is a guy, as well. I also liked Periwinkle, but mostly because he's really nice, even to Green Puppy.
Nursing my first LEGIT hangover in like, over a year maybe. My roommates threw a party last night and things got crazy. Last night was the drunkest I had been since I almost died at an ugly Christmas sweater party last year. Was fun.
I seriously thought Magenta and Blue were both girls. Clock, I had no idea. Think I thought Clock was a guy, but could be wrong.
My nipples and a patch of skin under the scars are still complete numb. I don't know if I'll ever get sensation back. I can't even feel pain or temperature in them. Not that its a big deal or anything.
I had a weird dream last night. I'd gotten to school and had forgotten my binder. Flipped out, since I was having to change out of female clothing (like I do on campus) and holy crap, I'm going to have boobs. I'm freaking out but go to class anyway, hoping no one notices. Yet, people do. I then remember I had a collection of binders somewhere that were a size too small, but I'm desperate enough to use one. I change into it. Look in the mirror and it takes me a moment because I see a guy's face looking back. It's me, what I'd look like if I'd been born right. I leave, wondering if anyone will recognize me.
I had a customer at work instantly know I was gay. He came to my register and this happened: Him: "So..." *looks at my name tag* "Bryan or 'Ms. Bryan?'" Me: "....Uh.....just....Bryan?" Him: *chuckles* "Okay. Ms. Bryan." Me: *awkward chuckle* ~his friend arrives~ Him: "Heeeeyy, Shakijah (sp?)! This is Ms. Bryan!" Her: *ignores him* "Is y'all got tobacco for hookah pipes?" Him: "Soooo, Ms. Bryyyyyan. Where yo' boyfrien' at?" Her: *looks at the tobacco case* "Y'alls ain't got 'em. Is that E-cigarettes?!" Me: *sighs and chuckles* "Well, there is this one guy, but we're kinda maybe figuring things out, heh." Him & Shakijah: ASLKDHG;ODIAUS;DIHD;OIU09A8SPD0GHDSOAIFA (approximately) Him: "SEE, I TOLD YOU, SHAKIJAH. YOU'S A TRIP, MS. BRYAN." I actually had a great day at work today.