What Are You Thinking?

I went from depressed to just kinda angry now. After thinking things over, I realize that its not my fault for how I feel. Its totally justified. So soon I'm going to have a very serious conversation with a certain somebody. I have a feeling its going to decide the future. But I won't be sad for how I feel anymore. Its time to get serious and hammer some serious shit out.

 

My perfectionist tendencies pretty much stripped the joy out of Pokemon for me I think. Don't give me anything with too many variables (this includes games) I'll just spiral out into anxious mediocrity.

I really feel like replaying Portal 2 also but it's one of those games where it's not nearly as exciting the next couple of times around since.. you already know how to solve all the puzzles..... unless if I bother to download mods....
...Or I could play Bioshock Infinite again, too.

 

I reeallyyy want a cat too....so I dont quite die alone.

 

Don't let it get to you.

 

Going to see Catching Fire tonight! ^ ^

 

All weekend:

"She"
"Her"
"(legal name)"

And nothing but.

On another note, I'm thinking I'll beat my brother's ass at Wind Waker and have the game beat before he even hits the second round of Forsaken Fortress

 

Watching the Yogscast livestream.

 

That frustrating moment when I can't figure out where to put a topic because it could fit into a variety of categories.

 

I don't think I can donate blood anymore

 

Lately it seems that my mind is swinging back toward pursuing filmmaking in college instead of psychology, but still as apprehensive as ever. Damn mind, when will you make up.....um......yourself?

 

That I would do anything to be with my friend in New York right now.

Also; I'm kinda' excited to start my new assignment later this month, but I'm also really intimidated.

 

I have one thing to say about my dad's temper tantrum right now...

 

Angel: Reprise. (Been watching a lot on Netflix over the break).

I frickin love that episode...well a part of it. Can't find a youtube video, but..


To put it quickly, the main character "Angel" is trying to get to the "Home Office" of a law firm that is aligned with, well, pure evil (so obviously, their "home office" is Hell).

Angel gets to the elevator that will take him their, accompanied by a lawyer he got killed (bound to the firm eternally), and they take the level to the "Home Office." Upon getting to the level:

Firm lawyer: "Welcome to the Home Office."
*Elevators opens to the exact same place, Earth*
And then the obvious dismay over the truth....



Seriously it's one of my favorite moments in all of fiction. I know I'm doing a bad job of describing it, but I love it....the first time I watched it, particularly. Gosh I love everything Whedon writes...

 

I really don't understand why everyone else gets the happy ending and happy lives but me. I mean, I work on myself, I work hard in work and school and yet when I look around me, everyone is just so happy and got everything they want out of life. I'm starting to become convinced that I'm meant to be a loner/loser forever.

I'm so tired....

 

^ Plenty of people are suffering everyday.

 

Hello guys! I should use this forum more often >.>

 

Tomorrow morning I head back to school. I have gotten far, far less work done during my time off than I had expected, but spending time with everyone (especially my dog) is really going to help reset my batteries for the crazy stretch between now and winter break.

 

I'm heading back to school tomorrow too. Not looking forward at all.

 

Why is it that females can wear clothing marketed for guys to wear and nobody bats an eye, but if a male wears clothes marketed for girls/women, they get made fun of? :tantrum::bang::help:

 

I want to sleep so badly, but my eyes hurt too much to shut.