What Are You Thinking?

I can't WAIT to get out of here.

 

I'm so angry! Omg.

 

Was sat in a lecture today wondering is that fit guy Bi/Gay. The confusion and dilemmas aaah lol.

 

Are you OK? Do you have a plan yet? I am honestly not sure if you should reveal it here, but I wish you good luck!! (*hug*)

 

Gah, I swear off men for awhile, and the hormones draw me back in. Oh college~ I hate/love you so much.

Enough ranting about hormones though, I'm going on a research binge for an informative speech. I picked LGBT month as my topic, so I'm find out some really interesting. GOtta say, I'm actually looking forward to this assignment

 

:***: I hate myself right now, I hate being so shy I wish I just did it today rather than bottling it, I need to do it to pass :icon_sad:

 

Some people are so stupid and dumb I want to curl up and die.

 

Goddammit.

 

Sooooooooooooooooo awkward a minute ago.

In my room, mum finds a pair of boxers, theyre not mine, and shes like "whose are these?" I was like uuuuhm erm, i dunno.

Genuinely no idea whose they are, i aint had a guy back to this flat!!!

 

I'm cleaning out my dresser and putting away my summer clothes. Gonna miss these cute tank tops for the next 6 months (technically 5 months if Alabama decides it wants March to have warm weather). >_< Oh well... Hello cute sweaters and boots!

 

Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god. Someone kill me please. I think my father read the note.. Jesus christ I'm gonna drop dead. D:

 

I held his hand, it was warm and comforting. :icon_redf

 

Money cannot stay in my bank long enough...

 

My flatmates love their TV and want to share the costs of a TV licence, even though we all know that I won't be watching it at all. I donated them the TV that my granddad had until he died but they seem to have completely forgotten how this TV came into their possession. I don't want to pay for something I'm not gonna use when there are more important things to buy... like food. D:

 

Greek is now my guilty pleasure show. Usually I need aliens or explosions or guns but this show? I'm hooked D:

 

I am halfway through the chocolate box and I am still feeling incredibly down And I don't have any reason really. I just feel like hugging someone. Maybe if the depression comes, I'll hug her too

 

*sigh* Why am I crying...

 

I should probably shower and participate in life.

 

I dunno what to do tomorrow. I want to go out, but I don't know what I could do. I guess I could get a new piercing. But where to get it...

 

I want to help one of friends out because his boyfriend just stood him up, but the only advice I can think of is kinda hypocritical since I get hung up on guys the same way he does :/