What Are You Thinking?

I hate being sick, everything feels so hazy and dream like. Plus it's annoying always sniffling ever other second.

Also, why do I have a feeling that my constant thoughts about a certain someone going to turn into a crush? I really don't need that kind of stress right now. Mrmmf...

 

It's time for a change. I'm excited. I'm going to be more responsible (sometimes).

 

I just feel so numb. Physically weak. Went out for a walk and could barely make it back up the hill.

Don't even know how to feel anymore.

 

Okay I'm actually way too excited. Getting a new haircut tomorrow to mark the 'change'. Will be a big day. Can't wait.

 

Went on vacation to Portugal to visit my family and get my teeth fixed.

3 teeth out in a single session, didn't feel a thing, didn't swell even though 2 were wisdom teeth and only the occasional pulling as they heal. Was eating as usual by evening. :eusa_clap

I think I fell in love with my cousin (the dentist). :lol:

 

Friday night... you won't find me on here!!!! :icon_wink

(!)

 

Got a super bear hug from one of my friends this afternoon; she literally picked me up several inches off the ground. I had to flail. At least I knew she wasn't joking about the lifting people up when hugging them thing.

And agh, I'm getting sick of Chik-Fil-A related advertisements in my facebook feed. It's getting ridiculous. Some of the comments are just... saddening. C'mon people, you have no right to deny people rights on the basis of religion and attempting to codify beliefs in law. You can believe what you believe, but that doesn't mean you are allowed to deny other humans their rights. I'm pretty sure if the U.S. government somehow tried to ban major religions with no basis in fact there would be an uproar about "Freedom of religion" and how biased it is and blahblahblah.

 

Getting blue hair soon...

 

(*hug*)

 

Time to start being productive.

Which ever you would fancy more. ; )

 

So I decided to take a course called "Queer Fiction". I hope people don't start questioning my sexuality just because I take this course. Then again, this could be the perfect opportunity to come out. Hmmm... what to do...

 

The thing is, my female body isn't terrible. I just wish it wasn't my body...

 

Eh, I'm a little ashamed of myself for missing out on a possibly amazing experience, tonight, but more proud for showing self control. If it ain't right it just ain't right! Some things you just have to be ready for..

 

Furniture has arrived and internet is set up.

 

No work tonight YAYAYAYAYA!!!!

 

I started brainstorming ideas for that essay, and the topic that is the most fleshed-out is last year. I'm starting to consider writing about it after all, but a) that's probably a lot more personal than the teacher is expecting and b) it still hurts to think about it.

 

I feel ya. It sucks.

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Damn, I really should get to bed. I have to be at work at 7am to do prep. Really hoping the kit for my aromatherapy class gets here soon. It shipped today, so I should be able to catch up in plenty of time.

 

Mine is terrible but that's not the reason I wish it wasn't mine

(*hug*)

 

Brant Daugherty is so hot, omg >.< And he's on DWTS this season with Peta. She's done a good job with partners in the past. I like the chemistry between Brant and Peta. I hope they make it far, haha.